Well, last night we had our annual Barn Party with our youth group. Although there was no barn this year, we had an absolute blast!
I am kicking myself for not having a camera, but it was so dark that a camera wouldn't have mattered anyway...
We went to the Metzlers, a family in our church, who have 4-5 acres which they bought just to be a blessing to others. Codorus Creek (the clean part of it) runs through the back of their property. The back of their property (where the creek is) is covered with woods, but has a cool clearing that is dotted by trees. It was down in a little valley, while their house was up on a hill. And they had a zip line set up for kids to get down into the valley. How cool is that?!
Anyway, the kids had a blast.
The apple bobbing contest was probably the most fun part of the night. I've never had that much fun with apples. Ever.
And Erin was the best. Maybe 1 second. She went down and came up with an apple before you could say Micheal Jackson. It was that fast. Way to go Erin!
We got on kayaks. I rode with Xavier...his first time in a boat where he had to paddle. Wish I had known that before we got out there so that I could have shown him what to do on shore so he could see me...we had so much fun...
And we didn't provide a bus to get the kids out there, so parents came and stayed the whole time. That was probably one of my favorite parts of the evening...it's so cool to have the parents around. Too often we do things where we separate them so it was good to go against that grain...
So it was great! I give it two thumbs up!
Monday, October 31, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Summoned to Lead
So, me and a couple friends are going through this book by Leonard Sweet. So I'm putting my thoughts about it on here. My friend Brian is doing the same thing. You can find the link to his site in my sidebar. So here are my current thoughts...
Sweet opens up with the idea that we have gone about this whole “vision thing” the wrong way. In this age we have learned so much about leadership (10 K books on it out there), but there is so much corporate scandal. So, where have we gone wrong? (11)
He suggests that leadership isn’t about seeing things, but about hearing, and about hearing the summons to lead and following it (interesting that in leading, we would be following).
Leadership is something that we are put in by the situation we are in. (12)
This concept is helpful in helping others see that they can change and affect the situation that they are in.
I love Collin’s metaphor of the flywheel. (16) It takes a bunch of pushes for it to get spinning. But you can’t tell which push was the final one to make it spin the fastest. Not sure where to head with that one. What I like about it, is that it seems that there is no “key” to leadership. All the components come together in the end. Does that mean that there are no specific “keys” to leadership? Does that mean that leadership just happens?
Sweet points out that humility is the guiding force. We’ll always hear this.
“It is the intentionally humble and quiet leaders who truly do make a difference. Humility can win out over more powerful organizational forces.” (16)
Humble leadership is a participatory, not a performance, act. It is like a conductor, guiding a group of people with various talents to play a certain tune, instead of a performer who plays his instrument for everybody else to hear. (19)
But going further with this metaphor. Sometimes the conductor has to hum out the tune so that others can get it, so that the other performers will hear that they need to play. This isn’t a controlling thing, it’s a releasing thing. It says this is what it can sound like, but what you’ll do is much better than my hum.
Sweet opens up with the idea that we have gone about this whole “vision thing” the wrong way. In this age we have learned so much about leadership (10 K books on it out there), but there is so much corporate scandal. So, where have we gone wrong? (11)
He suggests that leadership isn’t about seeing things, but about hearing, and about hearing the summons to lead and following it (interesting that in leading, we would be following).
Leadership is something that we are put in by the situation we are in. (12)
This concept is helpful in helping others see that they can change and affect the situation that they are in.
I love Collin’s metaphor of the flywheel. (16) It takes a bunch of pushes for it to get spinning. But you can’t tell which push was the final one to make it spin the fastest. Not sure where to head with that one. What I like about it, is that it seems that there is no “key” to leadership. All the components come together in the end. Does that mean that there are no specific “keys” to leadership? Does that mean that leadership just happens?
Sweet points out that humility is the guiding force. We’ll always hear this.
“It is the intentionally humble and quiet leaders who truly do make a difference. Humility can win out over more powerful organizational forces.” (16)
Humble leadership is a participatory, not a performance, act. It is like a conductor, guiding a group of people with various talents to play a certain tune, instead of a performer who plays his instrument for everybody else to hear. (19)
But going further with this metaphor. Sometimes the conductor has to hum out the tune so that others can get it, so that the other performers will hear that they need to play. This isn’t a controlling thing, it’s a releasing thing. It says this is what it can sound like, but what you’ll do is much better than my hum.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
November Themes
In the month of November, we'll be tackling the issue of suffering/pain in the lives of our students...here's the general direction I am feeling we're going to go.
1. Name the Pain.
This week will just acknowledge that we all have pain in our lives. Hopefully it will be a good avenue for people to be honest with themselves. We will acknowledge God's presence with us, but leave it as a mystery as to what that means.
2. Know the hope.
This week will talk about what we do with our pain. How do we react to it? Do we just let it beat us up? Do we just linger in it? Do we just complain? God desires to take the rubbish as a way to make us stronger. (I'm worried about being pithy here...I want to make sure that when we talk about God making good out of bad doesn't invalidate people's pain, but instead validates the great work of God.)
3. Share the pain.
This week will be about how to walk with those who are in pain. Coming from Romans 12, where Paul talks about rejoicing with those who rejoice and mourning with those who mourn. Also will look at how Jesus wept and didn't solve his friends' problem right away (Lazarus). I've asked several students for their thoughts on the topic as I am preparing it, and one student said that we are all in pain, and we just have to deal with it, because everybody is too consumed with their own pain to notice anybody else. So, if that's true, how do we respond?
1. Name the Pain.
This week will just acknowledge that we all have pain in our lives. Hopefully it will be a good avenue for people to be honest with themselves. We will acknowledge God's presence with us, but leave it as a mystery as to what that means.
2. Know the hope.
This week will talk about what we do with our pain. How do we react to it? Do we just let it beat us up? Do we just linger in it? Do we just complain? God desires to take the rubbish as a way to make us stronger. (I'm worried about being pithy here...I want to make sure that when we talk about God making good out of bad doesn't invalidate people's pain, but instead validates the great work of God.)
3. Share the pain.
This week will be about how to walk with those who are in pain. Coming from Romans 12, where Paul talks about rejoicing with those who rejoice and mourning with those who mourn. Also will look at how Jesus wept and didn't solve his friends' problem right away (Lazarus). I've asked several students for their thoughts on the topic as I am preparing it, and one student said that we are all in pain, and we just have to deal with it, because everybody is too consumed with their own pain to notice anybody else. So, if that's true, how do we respond?
Some more quality llama shots
These were sent to me by a cool student and her father. Thanks Amy and Mark!
Under the Bed
It’s been frigid cold recently in PA. It’s our first winter in our own house. Up to this time we have lived in college dorms together so we haven’t had to worry about heat bills or anything like that. But now that we do have to worry about it, we try to conserve energy by keeping the temperature at a low.
And we live in the upstairs of our house. Since heat rises you would expect that to be the warmest part of the house, but it’s not. It’s like an attic up there. (maybe b/c it was an attic…until it became our bedroom)
So we turned on the heat and our upstairs was still incredibly cold. We would get into bed and huddle like Eskimos under the sheets. We would dress up like we were getting ready to go out into the snow, but instead we were just bundling up to get into our bed.
Then one morning, Aubrey stepped out of bed and noticed that the floor by her side of the bed was warm. And upon more investigation, we found that there was a heat vent under the bed. Woohoo!
So last night we decided to move the bed to get to the heat. But in order to move the bed, we have to pull everything out from under there. We went through old letters to each other, all sorts of shoes, broken things, a hatchet (not sure how that ended up there), all sorts of bags. And then to move the bed, we had to take off the mattress and box spring, which wasn’t easy, because our ceiling is 5’7” and it slopes. So…yeah. Definitely some scratches on my ceiling and bruises on my head.
But moving everything made me think of God’s presence in our lives. It’s often by digging through the junk in our lives that we can get to the source of comfort. The comfort has always been there, but we’ve been searching for it, and yet have kept it covered by all sorts of stuff.
And we live in the upstairs of our house. Since heat rises you would expect that to be the warmest part of the house, but it’s not. It’s like an attic up there. (maybe b/c it was an attic…until it became our bedroom)
So we turned on the heat and our upstairs was still incredibly cold. We would get into bed and huddle like Eskimos under the sheets. We would dress up like we were getting ready to go out into the snow, but instead we were just bundling up to get into our bed.
Then one morning, Aubrey stepped out of bed and noticed that the floor by her side of the bed was warm. And upon more investigation, we found that there was a heat vent under the bed. Woohoo!
So last night we decided to move the bed to get to the heat. But in order to move the bed, we have to pull everything out from under there. We went through old letters to each other, all sorts of shoes, broken things, a hatchet (not sure how that ended up there), all sorts of bags. And then to move the bed, we had to take off the mattress and box spring, which wasn’t easy, because our ceiling is 5’7” and it slopes. So…yeah. Definitely some scratches on my ceiling and bruises on my head.
But moving everything made me think of God’s presence in our lives. It’s often by digging through the junk in our lives that we can get to the source of comfort. The comfort has always been there, but we’ve been searching for it, and yet have kept it covered by all sorts of stuff.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Well, I found this cool site. Not sure how accurate it is, but it has info on every single date of the year. People who were born, people who died, things that happened all on a specific date.
For instance: Today in history
1939 Mike Ditka coach/tight-end (Bears, Cowboys, NFL rookie year 1961) was born
1949 Country songwriter Stuart Hamblen, 31, underwent a spiritual conversion. Author of the popular 1954 hit "This Old House," Hamblen later wrote such Christian favorites as "It Is No Secret What God Can Do," "How Big is God?" and "They That Wait Upon the Lord."
So check it out here...
http://www.scopesys.com/anyday/
For instance: Today in history
1939 Mike Ditka coach/tight-end (Bears, Cowboys, NFL rookie year 1961) was born
1949 Country songwriter Stuart Hamblen, 31, underwent a spiritual conversion. Author of the popular 1954 hit "This Old House," Hamblen later wrote such Christian favorites as "It Is No Secret What God Can Do," "How Big is God?" and "They That Wait Upon the Lord."
So check it out here...
http://www.scopesys.com/anyday/
Monday, October 17, 2005
National Youth Workers Convention 2
Well, we're heading out today. It's been great.
More highlights.
Skipping the general sessions to catch up with Nate. It was good to hear his heart.
Talking with Dave Curtiss. He's got quality experience and great advice.
Reflecting with Rick. I asked him where he desired to be led, and he had some great pointers for our ministry.
Kansas City Chiefs won. Granted, it was against the Redskins, but they won.
Hanging out for dinner with Asbury grads.
I love the people who came from our church. It's been so good to just be away and let our proverbial hairs down.
Connecting with the Living Word (another church in York) youth workers for lunch at Pittsburg finest restaurant (the waiter yelled "F--- You" when we told him we were rooting for the Jaguars, who were playing the Steelers. We immediately asked him to bless our meal as he blessed us...)
It's been good for me to clarify where I think God is taking our ministry. I've had some good moments just being alone to think about it...I'll be posting some more about it. The previous post contains some of my rambling thoughts.
On the drive home today I'm hoping that we can work through some of the things we heard this week.
More highlights.
Skipping the general sessions to catch up with Nate. It was good to hear his heart.
Talking with Dave Curtiss. He's got quality experience and great advice.
Reflecting with Rick. I asked him where he desired to be led, and he had some great pointers for our ministry.
Kansas City Chiefs won. Granted, it was against the Redskins, but they won.
Hanging out for dinner with Asbury grads.
I love the people who came from our church. It's been so good to just be away and let our proverbial hairs down.
Connecting with the Living Word (another church in York) youth workers for lunch at Pittsburg finest restaurant (the waiter yelled "F--- You" when we told him we were rooting for the Jaguars, who were playing the Steelers. We immediately asked him to bless our meal as he blessed us...)
It's been good for me to clarify where I think God is taking our ministry. I've had some good moments just being alone to think about it...I'll be posting some more about it. The previous post contains some of my rambling thoughts.
On the drive home today I'm hoping that we can work through some of the things we heard this week.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Direction:
To follow Christ in all we do, partnering with him in the recreation of the world.
We do this through...
Community (we need each other and experience God in each other)
Awareness (we create space to become aware of our Creator around us)
Service (we create space for others to know they are loved by the Creator)
To follow Christ in all we do, partnering with him in the recreation of the world.
We do this through...
Community (we need each other and experience God in each other)
Awareness (we create space to become aware of our Creator around us)
Service (we create space for others to know they are loved by the Creator)
Saturday, October 15, 2005
National Youth Workers Convention Part 1
Well, I'm here in Pittsburg with Rick, Matt, Trudy and Laura at the annual convention.
What I've liked so far.
1. Dan Kimball's hair. It's a mixture of Street Fighter, Fifth Element and Jimmy Neutron.
2. Dave Crowder Band. They do such a great job leading us to the throne.
3. Coffee with Nate this morning. It was great to just sit and chill with an old Asbury friend. He's a good man to have as friend.
4. Teaching by Doug Field's. "Just say No".
5. Supper with youth worker crew at Mahoney's. Great conversation with the guys from my church. They are great people, with hearts in line with our Creator.
6. The new Nooma preview. Rhythm. It follows Rob Bell's Ultimate Reality sermon.
7. Sleeping in the same bed with Rick. It's a full size bed. Well, my favorite part was waking up t 2:30 with our faces like 3 inches a part. What a riot.
It's my hope that I'll walk away with like 2 things I can apply. That's what I've told my friends who've come with me. We could walk away with 99 things. But we wouldn't do those things well.
What I've liked so far.
1. Dan Kimball's hair. It's a mixture of Street Fighter, Fifth Element and Jimmy Neutron.
2. Dave Crowder Band. They do such a great job leading us to the throne.
3. Coffee with Nate this morning. It was great to just sit and chill with an old Asbury friend. He's a good man to have as friend.
4. Teaching by Doug Field's. "Just say No".
5. Supper with youth worker crew at Mahoney's. Great conversation with the guys from my church. They are great people, with hearts in line with our Creator.
6. The new Nooma preview. Rhythm. It follows Rob Bell's Ultimate Reality sermon.
7. Sleeping in the same bed with Rick. It's a full size bed. Well, my favorite part was waking up t 2:30 with our faces like 3 inches a part. What a riot.
It's my hope that I'll walk away with like 2 things I can apply. That's what I've told my friends who've come with me. We could walk away with 99 things. But we wouldn't do those things well.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Safe Things
"When something is new and hard and bright, there ought to be something a little better for it than just being safe, since the safe things are just the things that folks have been doing so long they have worn the edges off and there's nothing to the doing of them that leaves a man to say, That was not done before and it cannot be done again."
As I Lay Dying, William Faulkner
As I Lay Dying, William Faulkner
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
MClaren Kicks if Off
I took notes (it's true) at the retreat I went to last week, and thought I'd share those here. The first time Brian MClaren talked, he spoke about the life of prayer.
7 Kinds of Prayer
Rediscovering a Treasure
Thanks
Prayer of thanksgiving
(Prayer that Wakes us up)
Sorry!
Prayer of Confession
(Prayer that Weeps)
Help!
Prayer of Petition
(Prayer that Reaches Out)
-saying I don't have power
Please!
Prayer of Intercession
(Prayer that changes the world)
-moving to pay attention to things that are bigger than me
-make it personal-pray for the broken as if they are your sibling or child
Why?
Prayer of Lament
(Prayer that Groans)
-we need to be honest about pain and unresolved pain
-"We are suffering from a crushing weight of easy answers."
Yes
Prayer of Contemplation
(Prayer that Listens)
-God can be experienced in complete normalcy
Oh! Hallelujah
Prayer of Worship
The part that stuck out to me was praying for people who are suffering as if they are my family. So, if I am praying for someone who is suffering in the Pakistan earthquake, I might pray this way. "God, be with my mother who has lost her husband." Or, "God, be with my little brother who is underneath the rubble waiting for the rescuers to get to him."
7 Kinds of Prayer
Rediscovering a Treasure
Thanks
Prayer of thanksgiving
(Prayer that Wakes us up)
Sorry!
Prayer of Confession
(Prayer that Weeps)
Help!
Prayer of Petition
(Prayer that Reaches Out)
-saying I don't have power
Please!
Prayer of Intercession
(Prayer that changes the world)
-moving to pay attention to things that are bigger than me
-make it personal-pray for the broken as if they are your sibling or child
Why?
Prayer of Lament
(Prayer that Groans)
-we need to be honest about pain and unresolved pain
-"We are suffering from a crushing weight of easy answers."
Yes
Prayer of Contemplation
(Prayer that Listens)
-God can be experienced in complete normalcy
Oh! Hallelujah
Prayer of Worship
The part that stuck out to me was praying for people who are suffering as if they are my family. So, if I am praying for someone who is suffering in the Pakistan earthquake, I might pray this way. "God, be with my mother who has lost her husband." Or, "God, be with my little brother who is underneath the rubble waiting for the rescuers to get to him."
Monday, October 10, 2005
Full Weekend
Well, this weekend was incredibly full. But Aubrey and I got to be together through most of it, so that was great.
Friday night we went down with the youth to the Rescue Mission. It's something we do the first friday of every month. The Mission makes these people sit through a service after which they get to eat. The food is free. Only payment is attendance of the service. So, we've tried to make the services lighthearted and tried to bring in good food. The kids are great at serving the men and women there. I'm always impressed with their actions and hearts.
Saturday was quiz meet day. Lots of people came from around the Nazarene District. It was great. Our kids did an excellent job. Amanda and Cody got in the top 10 for novice. Way to go, guys.
After that, Aubs and I went down to Gettysburg to meet with Andrea and Nate. Wow, we love those two. They are just so easy to be with and fun...
Sunday, we started our college prep course for juniors and seniors in high school. I think it went well. We had two recent college grads come in and talk about their first impressions and what they would have loved to have known before they came into school. I thought they did a good job. After that we had Mark and Becca over. They are a good couple. They're getting ready to have a baby in January. I think that will be cool.
Then our neighbor Carol came over to show us her vacation pictures. She and her grandson, Joe, went on a cruise through the NE last weekend. They loved it. The pictures were cool too.
Friday night we went down with the youth to the Rescue Mission. It's something we do the first friday of every month. The Mission makes these people sit through a service after which they get to eat. The food is free. Only payment is attendance of the service. So, we've tried to make the services lighthearted and tried to bring in good food. The kids are great at serving the men and women there. I'm always impressed with their actions and hearts.
Saturday was quiz meet day. Lots of people came from around the Nazarene District. It was great. Our kids did an excellent job. Amanda and Cody got in the top 10 for novice. Way to go, guys.
After that, Aubs and I went down to Gettysburg to meet with Andrea and Nate. Wow, we love those two. They are just so easy to be with and fun...
Sunday, we started our college prep course for juniors and seniors in high school. I think it went well. We had two recent college grads come in and talk about their first impressions and what they would have loved to have known before they came into school. I thought they did a good job. After that we had Mark and Becca over. They are a good couple. They're getting ready to have a baby in January. I think that will be cool.
Then our neighbor Carol came over to show us her vacation pictures. She and her grandson, Joe, went on a cruise through the NE last weekend. They loved it. The pictures were cool too.
Friday, October 07, 2005
I wonder if we have such a hard time with pain b/c our bodies, our spirits were made for a perfect world.
So, no matter how hard we try to figure out pain, we're not going to get it.
We weren't made to get it.
Sure, we can understand that things are broken. We can understand that things do hurt.
But we'll never really get it.
I think we were made for Eden.
And now God is coming beside us and helping us get back to that. Not promising understanding of pain, but understaning of hope.
So, no matter how hard we try to figure out pain, we're not going to get it.
We weren't made to get it.
Sure, we can understand that things are broken. We can understand that things do hurt.
But we'll never really get it.
I think we were made for Eden.
And now God is coming beside us and helping us get back to that. Not promising understanding of pain, but understaning of hope.
4 Steps
I'm sure somebody has written this down somewhere, but in thinking through the ministry here in York, I've tried to come up with a way for me to understand the process of changing the way things are done. And I was thinking about how the way we think affects the way we act. I haven't put tons of thoughts into this, so what will be found here is very very raw.
But in the movement of ministry there seems to be about 4 or 5 positions.
1. Content with where we are. Satisfied with the way things are done. There is nothing wrong with the system.
2. Noticing something might not be right. So I criticize what's going on. Just looking at the system itself and complaining. Not ready to change yet.
3. Something's not right, and I want to change that. So, I examine current structures with a critical eye and look at what can be improved or changed for the better.
4. We move forward. We adjust to what we see as the problems and seek to create space for what we desire through a new/old/revised/revisited format.
5. Content with the way we are.
6. Notice something might not be right.
7. I want to change.
8. Move Forward.
I guess it's more than 4, b/c things are always changing. And maybe there is another step that I am missing.
Anyway, i think it's my responsibility as a leader to identify the direction of our ministry, and then to evaluate whether or not we are heading in that direction. And if we aren't, what are the good things that we should keep, what are the bad things we should throw out, and what are things that we can improve.
Also, my responsibility is to help others in the process. To help them move from 1, to 2, to 3, to 4.
What happens if people get stuck on any of these steps? Stagnation...if you get stuck on 2, then you start to complain and that becomes your life...that's not centered in the creativity and love of God.
if you get stuck in 1, then it's possible (unless you have the perfect system and if you do, please call me), that you don't have your eyes open to what's going on. That you are unaware.
if you get stuck in 3, then you're being lazy. You're not moving on. You're not taking the insight you have gained and acting on it.
if you get to 4, great...but that puts you right at one again.
But in the movement of ministry there seems to be about 4 or 5 positions.
1. Content with where we are. Satisfied with the way things are done. There is nothing wrong with the system.
2. Noticing something might not be right. So I criticize what's going on. Just looking at the system itself and complaining. Not ready to change yet.
3. Something's not right, and I want to change that. So, I examine current structures with a critical eye and look at what can be improved or changed for the better.
4. We move forward. We adjust to what we see as the problems and seek to create space for what we desire through a new/old/revised/revisited format.
5. Content with the way we are.
6. Notice something might not be right.
7. I want to change.
8. Move Forward.
I guess it's more than 4, b/c things are always changing. And maybe there is another step that I am missing.
Anyway, i think it's my responsibility as a leader to identify the direction of our ministry, and then to evaluate whether or not we are heading in that direction. And if we aren't, what are the good things that we should keep, what are the bad things we should throw out, and what are things that we can improve.
Also, my responsibility is to help others in the process. To help them move from 1, to 2, to 3, to 4.
What happens if people get stuck on any of these steps? Stagnation...if you get stuck on 2, then you start to complain and that becomes your life...that's not centered in the creativity and love of God.
if you get stuck in 1, then it's possible (unless you have the perfect system and if you do, please call me), that you don't have your eyes open to what's going on. That you are unaware.
if you get stuck in 3, then you're being lazy. You're not moving on. You're not taking the insight you have gained and acting on it.
if you get to 4, great...but that puts you right at one again.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
The Shadow Proves the Sunshine
Sunshine won't you be my mother?
Sunshine come and help me sing
My heart is darker than these oceans
My heart is frozen underneath
Crooked soul trying to stay up straight
Dry eyes in the pouring rain
The shadow proves the sunshine
two scared little runaways
Hold fast till the break of daylight
When the shadow proves the sunshine
Oh Lord why did you forsake me
Oh Lord don't be far away, away
Storm clouds gathering beside me
Please Lord don't look the other way
I'm a crooked soul trying to stay up straight
Shine on me
Let my shadows prove the sunshine
Jon Foreman of Switchfoot wrote this song.
I appreciate his honesty when he echos the psalms by saying "Oh Lord why did you forsake me/Oh Lord don't be far away". I've been searching for songs that complain to God, but have a sense of hope. Many of the psalms are totally about complaining. And it makes me wonder if the content of our own songs on Sunday mornings or whenever you worship, should have more complaint within them. I've heard some people having "doubt night" and stuff like that...but can doubts and complaining be regular parts of worship?
I think our times together should reflect where we really are and where we want to be. But I think many of our songs, if not most of them, only talk about where we want to be and are pretty superficial...that's just what I think.
Sunshine come and help me sing
My heart is darker than these oceans
My heart is frozen underneath
Crooked soul trying to stay up straight
Dry eyes in the pouring rain
The shadow proves the sunshine
two scared little runaways
Hold fast till the break of daylight
When the shadow proves the sunshine
Oh Lord why did you forsake me
Oh Lord don't be far away, away
Storm clouds gathering beside me
Please Lord don't look the other way
I'm a crooked soul trying to stay up straight
Shine on me
Let my shadows prove the sunshine
Jon Foreman of Switchfoot wrote this song.
I appreciate his honesty when he echos the psalms by saying "Oh Lord why did you forsake me/Oh Lord don't be far away". I've been searching for songs that complain to God, but have a sense of hope. Many of the psalms are totally about complaining. And it makes me wonder if the content of our own songs on Sunday mornings or whenever you worship, should have more complaint within them. I've heard some people having "doubt night" and stuff like that...but can doubts and complaining be regular parts of worship?
I think our times together should reflect where we really are and where we want to be. But I think many of our songs, if not most of them, only talk about where we want to be and are pretty superficial...that's just what I think.
Seasons Change
Well, the fall is coming in...the sun is setting earlier, the leaves are falling, the wind is colder.
We pulled out our down comforter to brace for it. Boy I love the warmth of the covers when it's cold in the room.
This past weekend, Aubrey and I went down to Richmond with the cover excuse of me getting expert advice from Gregg Paul, who did NYC twice for the VA district. I did learn some good stuff from him, but the highlights were definitely seeing our family.
We got in late on Friday night, but we stayed up a bit talking with Aub's parents. It was one of those times when you don't want to go to bed and you feel giddy and comfortable. I have great in-laws.
The next morning, I met with Gregg and then hung out with my good friend Douglas (he will be refered to as Uncle Dougles by our children...). Then we had lunch with the ladies; Aubs' grandmother, mother, my nana and sister.
Then we went on a walk with Sis. that was great. We walked through a park that Aubrey and I spent much of our dating time in. We talked about Sue's future and stuff. She's a great young woman. I'm proud of who she is and is becoming.
Then we came home.
Now we are getting ready for our annual Pastor and Spouses Retreat! Yay, free hotel, free food, good friends. And the coolest thing this year is that Brian MClaren is going to be there! I think it will be great for all of us. And we'll get to see our friends...but Brian and Carol won't be there...so sad...we'll miss them.
We pulled out our down comforter to brace for it. Boy I love the warmth of the covers when it's cold in the room.
This past weekend, Aubrey and I went down to Richmond with the cover excuse of me getting expert advice from Gregg Paul, who did NYC twice for the VA district. I did learn some good stuff from him, but the highlights were definitely seeing our family.
We got in late on Friday night, but we stayed up a bit talking with Aub's parents. It was one of those times when you don't want to go to bed and you feel giddy and comfortable. I have great in-laws.
The next morning, I met with Gregg and then hung out with my good friend Douglas (he will be refered to as Uncle Dougles by our children...). Then we had lunch with the ladies; Aubs' grandmother, mother, my nana and sister.
Then we went on a walk with Sis. that was great. We walked through a park that Aubrey and I spent much of our dating time in. We talked about Sue's future and stuff. She's a great young woman. I'm proud of who she is and is becoming.
Then we came home.
Now we are getting ready for our annual Pastor and Spouses Retreat! Yay, free hotel, free food, good friends. And the coolest thing this year is that Brian MClaren is going to be there! I think it will be great for all of us. And we'll get to see our friends...but Brian and Carol won't be there...so sad...we'll miss them.
Giving Charities but Holding Ourselves Back
"I came to a new understanding why Jesus passed up the religious establishment of his day, the economically secure, the socially prestigious, and sought out the poor, the outcast, the sinner, the broken, the sick, the lonely. He felt, as we so often do not feel, their sorrow. He was acquainted, as we too seldom are, with their grief. On Calvary he died of a broken heart. But that heart was broken long before Black Friday, by the desolation of the common people. 'In all their afflictions he was afflicted.'
"Most of the time we are not. We seem to have quite a different conception of life. We avoid as much as possible the unpleasant. We shun the suffering of others. We shrink from any burdens except those which life itself inescapably thrusts upon us. We seek arduously the wealth and power that will enable us to secure ourselves against the possibility of being involved with another's affliction. Lazarus sometimes makes his way to our door stop. We toss him a coin and go on our way. We give our charities but we do not give ourselves. We build our charitable institutions but we do not build ourselves in other's lives."
-From The Captivating Presence by Albert Edward Day
"Most of the time we are not. We seem to have quite a different conception of life. We avoid as much as possible the unpleasant. We shun the suffering of others. We shrink from any burdens except those which life itself inescapably thrusts upon us. We seek arduously the wealth and power that will enable us to secure ourselves against the possibility of being involved with another's affliction. Lazarus sometimes makes his way to our door stop. We toss him a coin and go on our way. We give our charities but we do not give ourselves. We build our charitable institutions but we do not build ourselves in other's lives."
-From The Captivating Presence by Albert Edward Day
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Treasure Trove
19"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
Matthew 6:19-21
Thinking through this...brought some questions to my mind.
What does heaven treasure?
Are there treasures that can never be taken away? If so, what are they?
What treasures can be taken away?
What happens when treasures are taken away?
If my heart is attached to a treasure, what happens to it when the treasure is destroyed? Is my heart destroyed too?
Was my heart made to treasure anything on this green earth? If so, what?
I don't have all the answers , but I know I've felt directed to make what heaven treasures the things that I treasure.
I've also thought about those things that can't be taken away from me. I think nobody can take away love or joy. People can take away my clothes. People can take away my legs. People can take away my computer. People can take away my reputation. But nobody can take love from someone.
So, I think that heaven treasures love. I think the heavenly treasure trove is loaded with love, with joy, with peace, with freedom. I want to be like Uncle Scrooge in Duck Tales, when he dives into his piles of gold. I want to dive into the heavenly piles...and unlike Scrooge I want to bring others into it...
Matthew 6:19-21
Thinking through this...brought some questions to my mind.
What does heaven treasure?
Are there treasures that can never be taken away? If so, what are they?
What treasures can be taken away?
What happens when treasures are taken away?
If my heart is attached to a treasure, what happens to it when the treasure is destroyed? Is my heart destroyed too?
Was my heart made to treasure anything on this green earth? If so, what?
I don't have all the answers , but I know I've felt directed to make what heaven treasures the things that I treasure.
I've also thought about those things that can't be taken away from me. I think nobody can take away love or joy. People can take away my clothes. People can take away my legs. People can take away my computer. People can take away my reputation. But nobody can take love from someone.
So, I think that heaven treasures love. I think the heavenly treasure trove is loaded with love, with joy, with peace, with freedom. I want to be like Uncle Scrooge in Duck Tales, when he dives into his piles of gold. I want to dive into the heavenly piles...and unlike Scrooge I want to bring others into it...
I'm lucky
Today, I'm going to have three different types of meat. Steak and chicken at lunch. Pork at supper. I have so many options. So much variety.
While I have brothers and sisters all around the world who have no choice over what they eat. I'm eating like royalty compared to them.
I feel kinda guilty about that...
While I have brothers and sisters all around the world who have no choice over what they eat. I'm eating like royalty compared to them.
I feel kinda guilty about that...
Monday, September 26, 2005
Anberlin
Well, I'm currently listening to the new Anberlin album...I think it rocks. I tried to get a picture of the album up here...but for some reason the stuff ain't working...oh well.
You should check 'em out if you like rock.
You should check 'em out if you like rock.
Jr. Hi Wisdom
Yesterday, I had the opportunity to lead the Jr. Hi fella's small group. There were 20 guys there and me. We were reviewing the past 12 weeks of curriculum, which was over the basic topic of "Dares from Jesus". Marko (from Youth Specialties) wrote some excellent small group sessions in his Wild Truth Series...anyway, this book was about the dares that we can get from Jesus' words and actions.
So, yesterday to review I had two intentions. One, I wanted to find out which one they thought was the hardest, and two, I wanted to find out which one they thought their school needed more than any other. I was impressed with how open some of the guys were with what dare they thought was hard. Here are the dares we covered.
Dare to be humble.
Dare to put God before money.
Dare to not judge others.
Dare to love God before anything else.
Dare to live up to your word.
When we got to what they thought was the most important dare for their schools they all said that the dare to not judge was the most important.
All of them had different reasons, but it seemed that the prevalent theme at each school is that people are classified into certain groups, which classifies their behavior and what they are expected to do. Everybody had a story from their school (even the homeschooled kids did)...
I asked them if they thought it was possible for their schools to be rid of judgementalism. Nobody thought it was possible. One kid said it was possible if everybody got "saved". To which I replied by asking who thinks they are saved and who still judges people. Not surprisingly, most of the kids raised their hands in response to both questions. (I'm not downplaying "Being Saved"...just pointing out that even the "good side" is doing the judging)
But this issue of judging others...I think the kids were astute to notice. Most of them have been victims of it. But most of them don't think they can do anything to change the system. It was actually happening right there in the circle while we were talking (some guys made fun of another guy for the shoes he was wearing...)
But I think I should hit this up a couple more times through the youth ministry process...maybe make it a part of who we are as a group. We are a group who leaves the judging to jesus, and the assist Him in the loving of the whole world...whew...that's a hard one to live up to.
So, yesterday to review I had two intentions. One, I wanted to find out which one they thought was the hardest, and two, I wanted to find out which one they thought their school needed more than any other. I was impressed with how open some of the guys were with what dare they thought was hard. Here are the dares we covered.
Dare to be humble.
Dare to put God before money.
Dare to not judge others.
Dare to love God before anything else.
Dare to live up to your word.
When we got to what they thought was the most important dare for their schools they all said that the dare to not judge was the most important.
All of them had different reasons, but it seemed that the prevalent theme at each school is that people are classified into certain groups, which classifies their behavior and what they are expected to do. Everybody had a story from their school (even the homeschooled kids did)...
I asked them if they thought it was possible for their schools to be rid of judgementalism. Nobody thought it was possible. One kid said it was possible if everybody got "saved". To which I replied by asking who thinks they are saved and who still judges people. Not surprisingly, most of the kids raised their hands in response to both questions. (I'm not downplaying "Being Saved"...just pointing out that even the "good side" is doing the judging)
But this issue of judging others...I think the kids were astute to notice. Most of them have been victims of it. But most of them don't think they can do anything to change the system. It was actually happening right there in the circle while we were talking (some guys made fun of another guy for the shoes he was wearing...)
But I think I should hit this up a couple more times through the youth ministry process...maybe make it a part of who we are as a group. We are a group who leaves the judging to jesus, and the assist Him in the loving of the whole world...whew...that's a hard one to live up to.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
A Cute Kid
Well, my good friend, Sam, has a brother named Kyle (who is also a cool guy). Kyle has a baby. That makes Sam an Uncle. Uncle Sam. You might have heard that name before. He's so popular his name precedes him.
Anyway, here's a picture of that cute nephew of his. The title is "Mischievous Naked".
Help, Help
I was walking from my office to the copy room that is right across the hallway when I heard some mumbling from down the hall. I hear, "Help, Help, Help", and I turn and see a woman stumbling down the hall crying out for Pastor Eric. The poor woman is heavily under the influence and all she can mutter is "Help".
I wonder if this is the way many of us walk around this world. Except we are this way in our spirits, and we don't give our spirits voices.
I wonder if this is the way many of us walk around this world. Except we are this way in our spirits, and we don't give our spirits voices.
Monday, September 19, 2005
My Friend Dave
Well, I've got a friend. His name is Dave. He is currently serving with a mission organization in Europe. He's got great stories and he's a swell musician. He's using those talents to bring the good news/life to eastern european people. I like Dave. I think you should too. Check out his thoughts on myspace (http://www.myspace.com/daveapplegate).
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
DLC 3
Quick highlights from day...
1. Starbucks for breakfast again!
2. Walking to "work". We walked down to the convention center in the morning. I would love to live in a situation where I could just walk to my office. There's a cool connection to the community through that.
3. I remembered the ladies name who is from nebraska. It's Dynette. She won the iPod nano giveaway. I'm slightly jealous. I wanted to give it to Aubs, since I have a mini. But I think Dynette totally deserves it. She's so great.
4. I met some more people who know my parents. It's cool to have parents who have made an impact on different lives. it's like they've created ripples that have come back to hit me in unlikely ways. I hope my life creates ripples like theirs did and does.
5. We toured the possible hotels for NYC. Whew, that was a lot of walking. It's a tough decision. we'd like to be close to the convention center, but we'd also like nice sized rooms and a hotel that can accomodate us.
6. Morning seminar on life through the lens of a Jewish mindset by Darren Ojeda. He is a bivocational pastor who works in a Jewish Orthodox Synagogue and has developed some really quality relationships with the Jews there. From those relationships, he has found a deeper walk with the Messiah, and a deeper understanding of who God is (God is what God does...Jewish thought is always functional and practical).
7. Lunch with Darren and friends from the region. Stretch, Kevin, Terry, Adam and more went to lunch at some local pub. it was a good time to talk.
8. Got to talk with Aubrey for a little bit. Boy I miss being with her. I can't wait to be home.
9. Another midnight "emergent" conversation. (Funny, we almost went to a "Hooters" like place, without knowing what it was, but once we went in and saw how the ladies dressed, we walked out.) We focused on the detriments of thinking of our faith as a "personal relationship", and about how we can move from individual focus, to world wide focus...it was just great. we added 3 more guys to the conversation...it was Brian, Kevin, me, Bryce, James, Joel, Kyle, Scott and Mike. Everybody but me, Brian and Kevin were from Ohio. Craziness.
10. Dave Curtiss' encouragement that we are in the movement of the Messiah, bringing hope and restoration to our world!
1. Starbucks for breakfast again!
2. Walking to "work". We walked down to the convention center in the morning. I would love to live in a situation where I could just walk to my office. There's a cool connection to the community through that.
3. I remembered the ladies name who is from nebraska. It's Dynette. She won the iPod nano giveaway. I'm slightly jealous. I wanted to give it to Aubs, since I have a mini. But I think Dynette totally deserves it. She's so great.
4. I met some more people who know my parents. It's cool to have parents who have made an impact on different lives. it's like they've created ripples that have come back to hit me in unlikely ways. I hope my life creates ripples like theirs did and does.
5. We toured the possible hotels for NYC. Whew, that was a lot of walking. It's a tough decision. we'd like to be close to the convention center, but we'd also like nice sized rooms and a hotel that can accomodate us.
6. Morning seminar on life through the lens of a Jewish mindset by Darren Ojeda. He is a bivocational pastor who works in a Jewish Orthodox Synagogue and has developed some really quality relationships with the Jews there. From those relationships, he has found a deeper walk with the Messiah, and a deeper understanding of who God is (God is what God does...Jewish thought is always functional and practical).
7. Lunch with Darren and friends from the region. Stretch, Kevin, Terry, Adam and more went to lunch at some local pub. it was a good time to talk.
8. Got to talk with Aubrey for a little bit. Boy I miss being with her. I can't wait to be home.
9. Another midnight "emergent" conversation. (Funny, we almost went to a "Hooters" like place, without knowing what it was, but once we went in and saw how the ladies dressed, we walked out.) We focused on the detriments of thinking of our faith as a "personal relationship", and about how we can move from individual focus, to world wide focus...it was just great. we added 3 more guys to the conversation...it was Brian, Kevin, me, Bryce, James, Joel, Kyle, Scott and Mike. Everybody but me, Brian and Kevin were from Ohio. Craziness.
10. Dave Curtiss' encouragement that we are in the movement of the Messiah, bringing hope and restoration to our world!
Cynicism Refound
Well, it happened.
I got on the plane to get to St. Louis and the first words from my passenger friend were cynical remarks and included the word "stupid".
It goes with what Hornby said in his book...cynicism is the common language...
I got on the plane to get to St. Louis and the first words from my passenger friend were cynical remarks and included the word "stupid".
It goes with what Hornby said in his book...cynicism is the common language...
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
DLC 2
My four highlights from today.
1. Starbucks for breakfast! I had a Venti White Mocha and an apple-ginger spice loaf (Aubrey would have loved the loaf).
2. Throwing a football on the St. Louis Rams field.
3. The evening worship time was what Dave Curtiss calls, "God-drenched." Dave spoke about the broken state of youth ministry (perhaps even the complete misdirection of it), which really struck a chord in my spirit. He said that Barna says that close to 88% of 20-30 year olds who were involved in youth groups are no longer involved in church. What happened? He pretty much left us at the sad point, but said it was time for youth ministry to be redirected or thrown out for something different. After he did that, our worship leader sensed a real need just to pray for direction for youth ministry and the brokeness of our kids. I got a major sense that I needed to seek the Lord, rather than go into my brain and try to pull out ideas. Then we had a prayer time for each other, which was really encouraging.
4. The 'emergent/whatever' conversation at Friday's, 2 blocks from our hotel. Brian Hull (check out his blog at http://gilborules.blogspot.com) gathered some people together, and we worked through some good issues. Main focuses were how to handle homosexuals with grace (or how to teach our people to handle homosexuals with grace), the importance of Scripture, and how to help the Nazarene church become more missional and open.
1. Starbucks for breakfast! I had a Venti White Mocha and an apple-ginger spice loaf (Aubrey would have loved the loaf).
2. Throwing a football on the St. Louis Rams field.
3. The evening worship time was what Dave Curtiss calls, "God-drenched." Dave spoke about the broken state of youth ministry (perhaps even the complete misdirection of it), which really struck a chord in my spirit. He said that Barna says that close to 88% of 20-30 year olds who were involved in youth groups are no longer involved in church. What happened? He pretty much left us at the sad point, but said it was time for youth ministry to be redirected or thrown out for something different. After he did that, our worship leader sensed a real need just to pray for direction for youth ministry and the brokeness of our kids. I got a major sense that I needed to seek the Lord, rather than go into my brain and try to pull out ideas. Then we had a prayer time for each other, which was really encouraging.
4. The 'emergent/whatever' conversation at Friday's, 2 blocks from our hotel. Brian Hull (check out his blog at http://gilborules.blogspot.com) gathered some people together, and we worked through some good issues. Main focuses were how to handle homosexuals with grace (or how to teach our people to handle homosexuals with grace), the importance of Scripture, and how to help the Nazarene church become more missional and open.
Monday, September 12, 2005
At DLC
Well, DLC started today. Kevin got in yesterday and we went to Union Station (a place where Aubrey and I stayed on our honeymoon roadtrip). Then this morning we went down to Starbucks and chilled for a while.
We had to cool opportunity to set up the atmospheric stuff for the evening. We got to cajole the hotel management into letting us borrow 300 pound marble coffee tables. We also persuaded them to let us use the sham pillows for altar kneelers. I think our little area looks rather sweet. We're going to set up a computer station where people can follow online labrynth's, sacred space, power point picture slides. That should be cool. I've been searching the net for pictures of Jesus to use in the slide. I'll put them on my next post.
Met some people from Nebraska and Missouri tonight. Dennis, (pulling a blank), Mona and Mark (from Mizzou). Pulling a blank is a lady working as a pastor. She says that the percentage of woman Nazarene pastor's is %20. Not bad, but only 60 of those are actually head pastor's. The rest serve in support roles. Anyway, I am impressed by her courage and love for the people out there, even though she recieves flak for being a woman pastor.
The worship segment tonight was pretty cool. Mark (something) spoke about vulnerability with each other, and about how all of us compare ourselves to each other, and how that is not the heart of Christ. Then the worship leader led us in songs he had written, which were all very insightful. My favorite part was when we were singing, "Less of me and more of you" to God, and the director told us to sing it to each other. That was awqward, but neat.
We can see the arch from our window. We're like the closest hotel to the arch.
Well, I'm gonna head to bed.
We had to cool opportunity to set up the atmospheric stuff for the evening. We got to cajole the hotel management into letting us borrow 300 pound marble coffee tables. We also persuaded them to let us use the sham pillows for altar kneelers. I think our little area looks rather sweet. We're going to set up a computer station where people can follow online labrynth's, sacred space, power point picture slides. That should be cool. I've been searching the net for pictures of Jesus to use in the slide. I'll put them on my next post.
Met some people from Nebraska and Missouri tonight. Dennis, (pulling a blank), Mona and Mark (from Mizzou). Pulling a blank is a lady working as a pastor. She says that the percentage of woman Nazarene pastor's is %20. Not bad, but only 60 of those are actually head pastor's. The rest serve in support roles. Anyway, I am impressed by her courage and love for the people out there, even though she recieves flak for being a woman pastor.
The worship segment tonight was pretty cool. Mark (something) spoke about vulnerability with each other, and about how all of us compare ourselves to each other, and how that is not the heart of Christ. Then the worship leader led us in songs he had written, which were all very insightful. My favorite part was when we were singing, "Less of me and more of you" to God, and the director told us to sing it to each other. That was awqward, but neat.
We can see the arch from our window. We're like the closest hotel to the arch.
Well, I'm gonna head to bed.
Hologram Jesus
I'm working through A Generous Orthodoxy by MClaren and just finished the chapter called The Seven Jesuses I Have Known. In that chapter he talks about how he was introduced to Christ through seven different branches of the church. He points out the differences between the perspectives, noting their strengths and weaknesses. He suggests that the best picture/understanding of Christ is one that takes into account all of them.
He says, "Up until recent decades, each tribe felt it had to uphold one image of Jesus and undermine some or all of the others. What if, instead, we saw these various emphases as partial projections that together can create a hologram: a richer, multidimensional vision of Jesus?"
He says, "Up until recent decades, each tribe felt it had to uphold one image of Jesus and undermine some or all of the others. What if, instead, we saw these various emphases as partial projections that together can create a hologram: a richer, multidimensional vision of Jesus?"
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Jon Powers is Getting Married
Well, this weekend, my college roommate, Jon Powers is joining the ranks of marriagehood (if it can be described as a hood). I'm psyched to go to his wedding and hang with him and our friends from college. Aubrey and I are heading out tomorrow morning to drive to Cincinnati.
While we're over there, my friend Sam (a guy I talk to like every wednesday night with Nate...nothing like a little three way conversation...thank Bill Gates for technology), is going to drive up and we're going to have breakfast on Sunday. Really looking forward to that.
And after that, I'm flying down to St. Louis for DLC, an event which is supposed to help me in the planning of NYC for our district. It's also an event where my good friends, Brian Hull and Kevin Snow, will be attending. And I think there will be other cool people there. Can't wait!
While we're over there, my friend Sam (a guy I talk to like every wednesday night with Nate...nothing like a little three way conversation...thank Bill Gates for technology), is going to drive up and we're going to have breakfast on Sunday. Really looking forward to that.
And after that, I'm flying down to St. Louis for DLC, an event which is supposed to help me in the planning of NYC for our district. It's also an event where my good friends, Brian Hull and Kevin Snow, will be attending. And I think there will be other cool people there. Can't wait!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
A Slow Day
It's amazing that light can be so distracting. I was just starting to type, when I noticed movement out of the corner of my eye...movement on the couch, something shifted underneath the couch. so, I moved my eyes to figure out what was going on...and it moved again. It was the reflection of light from the door at Panera. Nothing more. It reminded me of when a cat chases a laser light...
Anyway, I'm at Panera bread, just tooling around on my day off. So, hopefully I'll get some more pictures on my blog from our AZ trip and other things.
I'm also setting up a blog site for ministry ideas with some of my friends...
And it looks like I'm going to be able to chat with my parents on MSN messenger. Thank God for that stuff.
Anyway, I'm at Panera bread, just tooling around on my day off. So, hopefully I'll get some more pictures on my blog from our AZ trip and other things.
I'm also setting up a blog site for ministry ideas with some of my friends...
And it looks like I'm going to be able to chat with my parents on MSN messenger. Thank God for that stuff.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
The Facts on Stupidity
This next month our mid-week services are focusing on having wisdom in life.
To start us off, we looked at the opposite of wisdom, stupidity. So I compiled a brief list of facts on stupidity. Here they are.
1. People usually don’t intend to be stupid.
It's not like people put it on their daytime to do things they regret. Wisdom is about intentionality.
2. Stupidity is often wasteful.
Wisdom is about making the most of every moment.
3. Smart people can be stupid.
Wisdom is about action, not just knowledge.
4. Being stupid is easy.
All of us have been stupid. It's harder to be wise, to think through what we're going to do.
5. It’s easier to see stupidity in others.
It's not as easy to see stupidity in me. But if others can see it in me, it would be wise to take their advice.
6. Stupidity never “just happens”.
Ultimately it’s a decision to be stupid. Every moment presents a decision. A wise person identifies those moments.
I believe God is calling us to be people who think through our actions and who ask him for wisdom. He is the source of all wisdom.
We'll be talking about having wisdom in friendships and with our time. Should be fun.
To start us off, we looked at the opposite of wisdom, stupidity. So I compiled a brief list of facts on stupidity. Here they are.
1. People usually don’t intend to be stupid.
It's not like people put it on their daytime to do things they regret. Wisdom is about intentionality.
2. Stupidity is often wasteful.
Wisdom is about making the most of every moment.
3. Smart people can be stupid.
Wisdom is about action, not just knowledge.
4. Being stupid is easy.
All of us have been stupid. It's harder to be wise, to think through what we're going to do.
5. It’s easier to see stupidity in others.
It's not as easy to see stupidity in me. But if others can see it in me, it would be wise to take their advice.
6. Stupidity never “just happens”.
Ultimately it’s a decision to be stupid. Every moment presents a decision. A wise person identifies those moments.
I believe God is calling us to be people who think through our actions and who ask him for wisdom. He is the source of all wisdom.
We'll be talking about having wisdom in friendships and with our time. Should be fun.
Brothers Grimm
Saw Brother's Grimm with Joe and Chris yesterday. It was a good flic. Good mix of action, suspense, myster and laughter. A funny take on fairy tales too.
There was a point in the movie where Jake Grimm (magic beans guy) is talking to the Angelika about the mystery that surrounds the village.
And he says something like:
"All the stories before haven't been real. This one's real. It's alive. And we're in it."
Would love to get a clip of that. Made me think of our story as followers of Christ. It's the first real story. It's the first story ever. It's alive. It's real. And we're in it.
There was a point in the movie where Jake Grimm (magic beans guy) is talking to the Angelika about the mystery that surrounds the village.
And he says something like:
"All the stories before haven't been real. This one's real. It's alive. And we're in it."
Would love to get a clip of that. Made me think of our story as followers of Christ. It's the first real story. It's the first story ever. It's alive. It's real. And we're in it.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Thoughts from "How to be Good"
So I picked up another book...fun stuff...
Anyway, there were some interesting thoughts on cynicism and it's role in our society now.
“Cynicism is our shared common language, the Esperanto that actually caught on, and though I’m not fluent in it—I like too many things, and I am not envious of enough people—I know enough to get by. And in any case it is not possible to avoid cynicism and the sneer completely. Any conversation about, say, the London mayoral contest, or Demi Moore, or Posh and Becks and Brooklyn, and you are obliged to be sour, simply to prove that you are a fully functioning and reflective metropolitan person.” (163)
A common language...think about it. People are always downing something...even if it's small and inconsequential. Even yesterday, I was in the postoffice...and the lady was talking with a customer and for no reason at all said that certain postcards are stinky...
What if we walked around defying this common language?
Forwards
What's the deal with forwards?
I have some serious disdain for any message that includes in the subject line: FW.
And what about the FW: Fw: Re: FW? You have to open like 5 messages to get to the picture. Come on.
So, I was talking with one of my students the other day. And we decided to send out a forward to our friends that talked about how much we hate forwards. And the bottom part said, "if you hate forwards, then send this to 5 of your friends." For some reason, we haven't gotten any responses on that one.
I have some serious disdain for any message that includes in the subject line: FW.
And what about the FW: Fw: Re: FW? You have to open like 5 messages to get to the picture. Come on.
So, I was talking with one of my students the other day. And we decided to send out a forward to our friends that talked about how much we hate forwards. And the bottom part said, "if you hate forwards, then send this to 5 of your friends." For some reason, we haven't gotten any responses on that one.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
The Apocalypse
Well, I have found another comic strip that I find hilarious. I don't usually get the paper, but I saw this in a paper when I was at preteen camp. I think it was the Gettysburg paper, but I'm not sure. But I am sure that I think this is funny. If you can't see it properly...just click on it.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Stupid Advertisements
Well, i thought that blogs were safe, but no...I got a comment the other day that directed me to a site that was advertising for some stinkin loans.
And then I got an ad for some logging industry. What the heck?
How do these guys get our info, and how do they figure that I'm interested in loans or logging?
The only logging I'm interested in is the daily logging I do during my trips to the WC.
And then I got an ad for some logging industry. What the heck?
How do these guys get our info, and how do they figure that I'm interested in loans or logging?
The only logging I'm interested in is the daily logging I do during my trips to the WC.
Our New House
Here is our new house. We like it a lot.
Look how close it is to our neighbor. We can reach it from our window.
Saturday Morning at Staff
Well, this is us at staff meeting this morning...
Got to room with Freddy (our worship pastor) last night. Sat up and talked for a while. He's a quality fellow. It's always sweet to commune and laugh.
Last night we played Guesstures with the staff, which was incredibly funny. You should see Pastor Dianne's "plunger"...
Friday, August 19, 2005
Pastoral Staff Retreat
Well, our pastoral staff is out here at Rhodes Grove Campground. So, that means I get to do some of my favorite stuff...meetings...
Actually, I think it's going to be a great weekend. I think it will be good to connect with the other pastor's and to unite on our thoughts about where God is taking us as a church.
And there is going to be a round table discussion tonight. We were able to submit questions about pastoral theology and pastoral ministry. I'm looking forward to that section...
And I think it will give me lots of time to update this blog thing...
Actually, I think it's going to be a great weekend. I think it will be good to connect with the other pastor's and to unite on our thoughts about where God is taking us as a church.
And there is going to be a round table discussion tonight. We were able to submit questions about pastoral theology and pastoral ministry. I'm looking forward to that section...
And I think it will give me lots of time to update this blog thing...
Grand Canyon
Here are some pic's from our trip to the Grand Canyon with our Sr. Hi Mission Team.
1. Escape from the Grand Canyon!
2. A general shot.
3. Me and Aubrey...
4. A picture with the Hull's, a great couple who loves God and our students.
5. The whole student team.
Online Prayer Labrynth
I have recently experienced a prayer labrynth, which is an experience that uses all the senses to guide a disciple through a prayer journey. I did it at camp this past year and was overwhelmed with a cool sense of God's presence.
Anyway, I was wandering around on www.rejesus.com, and found an online prayer labrynth. It's a really good way to get centered and to listen to what God has to say to us. It's put on by Youth For Christ in the UK. Check it out here. http://www.yfc.co.uk/labyrinth/labyrinthswf/map.html
Anyway, I was wandering around on www.rejesus.com, and found an online prayer labrynth. It's a really good way to get centered and to listen to what God has to say to us. It's put on by Youth For Christ in the UK. Check it out here. http://www.yfc.co.uk/labyrinth/labyrinthswf/map.html
Our Vacation in Maine
Well, Aubrey and I went on vacation last year...probably the best vacation ever. We went to South Harbor, Maine. Wow, what a relaxing time. We stayed at a bed and breakfast and went hiking and did all sorts of cool stuff. We also ate some serious lobster one night.
One of my favorite things is that it's warm during the day and then at night you can wear sweaters. I love sweater weather.
Anyway, here are some pictures from our time there...
One of my favorite things is that it's warm during the day and then at night you can wear sweaters. I love sweater weather.
Anyway, here are some pictures from our time there...
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Flurries
Well, today is a brief break in the madness. No work today. Yes (pulling my right arm with clenched fist beside my side in a quick motion)!
But it's hard not to work when there's always more to do. Perenial struggle of youth ministry, I guess.
Pre-teen camp was quick, hot, and pubescent. My cabin of guys was a godsend. Fun and spontaneous, but not unruly or unmanageable. (Those guys were in another cabin.) We played lots of mafia...lots of it. And we swam three times a day. It seemed that was all there was to do. Eat, swim, fish, play dodgeball, swim, go to chapel, swim, eat, and swim. And we had a blast.
I'd have to say that our ENC team there was probably the best ENC team I've had around in quite some time.
I don't know how to process those experiences regarding younger teens and spiritual advancement/development/formation. Should I expect deep conversations? Should I expect them to deal with the crap going on at home? Should I expect responses in chapel?
What I do expect is that they be around people who love them. I do expect that they get to see what it means to be around people who treat each other with respect and who work through disagreements when they arise and who talk well of others. My hope is that seeds are planted/nurtured/watered. Seeds of grace, seeds of the divine.
But it's hard not to work when there's always more to do. Perenial struggle of youth ministry, I guess.
Pre-teen camp was quick, hot, and pubescent. My cabin of guys was a godsend. Fun and spontaneous, but not unruly or unmanageable. (Those guys were in another cabin.) We played lots of mafia...lots of it. And we swam three times a day. It seemed that was all there was to do. Eat, swim, fish, play dodgeball, swim, go to chapel, swim, eat, and swim. And we had a blast.
I'd have to say that our ENC team there was probably the best ENC team I've had around in quite some time.
I don't know how to process those experiences regarding younger teens and spiritual advancement/development/formation. Should I expect deep conversations? Should I expect them to deal with the crap going on at home? Should I expect responses in chapel?
What I do expect is that they be around people who love them. I do expect that they get to see what it means to be around people who treat each other with respect and who work through disagreements when they arise and who talk well of others. My hope is that seeds are planted/nurtured/watered. Seeds of grace, seeds of the divine.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Live to Tell
Well, I am reading this book by Brad Kallenberg, and it's really helping me understand conversion and evangelism from the postmodern mindset.
he does a great job of dealing with the change in language and mindset that happens during a conversion experience (which he points out takes a much longer time than most expect). It's cool because he comes from a background where he used to try to get people saved by having quick conversations with them, giving them the gospel message, and then helping them pray Jesus into their lives. But he's recognizing that that doesn't work anymore. that sometimes conversion takes a few years.
He places a lot of emphasis on the community having a part in the conversion experience, about how being inundated with the faith community is the best way to bring someone into full hearted followship.
Anyway, I highly recommend this book...check it out!
PS...I'm at panera again...rock on Panera Bread Company
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Oh yeah
I was just asked by Kevin to help coordinate NYC 2007 for our district. Have to wait for district approval, and if it comes through, I think it will be an awesome experience.
I was already excited that my friend, Brian Hull, is working hard to plan it for everybody, but now with the possibility of working with him and other people to make it the best experience yet, I'm even more excited. I might even wet myself...okay, I won't...
So, if it comes through district supervision, you'll be seeing a lot more info about NYC on here. I'll get to do some travelling to St. Louis and planning with other folks. I think it will be a great experience.
I was already excited that my friend, Brian Hull, is working hard to plan it for everybody, but now with the possibility of working with him and other people to make it the best experience yet, I'm even more excited. I might even wet myself...okay, I won't...
So, if it comes through district supervision, you'll be seeing a lot more info about NYC on here. I'll get to do some travelling to St. Louis and planning with other folks. I think it will be a great experience.
Camp 2005: Thursday
Well, camp's coming to a close tonight. this week has gone by faster than an ice cream cone in pheonix.
Dave Curtiss keeps ripping it up. He has developed a flow in his messages that has been stupendous. He started out telling a bit of his story, being a good kid, but not really being a follower of God. Then he talked about the difference b/w following Christ and believing in Him. Then he talked about the oneness of God, how He is complete and whole. Wholeness is who he is. And sin is the opposite of this wholeness, it is what destroys the wholeness. So, he let us wrestle last night with the brokeness of the world, with the pain in our own lives. And this morning he talked about how God brings shalom, which is restored wholeness, making things right. We'll see where he goes from here. I believe he is in the flow of God's heart in these things.
I was able to talk with several of my students last night and process with them some of their pain...and this morning I was able to walk through what it means to ask for God's wholeness (how most of the time it's not instantaneous). It's been great to see God breaking down some walls that people have held up.
And then there's the no talent show. It was stellar. Andy and Melissa did a great job hosting it. We had some good acts too. Got to dance with Caleb Pierce for the show. That was stellar.
And today we had a massive shaving cream war. Whoa...that was crazy. Had it in almost every crevice of my body...even after my shower.
One of my favorite things is watching students respond to each other.
Another favorite thing is hanging out with the youth workers and laughing with them.
Oh yeah, can't forget spoons. That's a sweet game.
Tonight, Nate Sawtelle and I are going to take our cabin (we got the jr. hi guys) on a midnight hike...maybe through the graveyard. Should be fun.
Now I'm going to play a little ultimate before staff meeting.
Dave Curtiss keeps ripping it up. He has developed a flow in his messages that has been stupendous. He started out telling a bit of his story, being a good kid, but not really being a follower of God. Then he talked about the difference b/w following Christ and believing in Him. Then he talked about the oneness of God, how He is complete and whole. Wholeness is who he is. And sin is the opposite of this wholeness, it is what destroys the wholeness. So, he let us wrestle last night with the brokeness of the world, with the pain in our own lives. And this morning he talked about how God brings shalom, which is restored wholeness, making things right. We'll see where he goes from here. I believe he is in the flow of God's heart in these things.
I was able to talk with several of my students last night and process with them some of their pain...and this morning I was able to walk through what it means to ask for God's wholeness (how most of the time it's not instantaneous). It's been great to see God breaking down some walls that people have held up.
And then there's the no talent show. It was stellar. Andy and Melissa did a great job hosting it. We had some good acts too. Got to dance with Caleb Pierce for the show. That was stellar.
And today we had a massive shaving cream war. Whoa...that was crazy. Had it in almost every crevice of my body...even after my shower.
One of my favorite things is watching students respond to each other.
Another favorite thing is hanging out with the youth workers and laughing with them.
Oh yeah, can't forget spoons. That's a sweet game.
Tonight, Nate Sawtelle and I are going to take our cabin (we got the jr. hi guys) on a midnight hike...maybe through the graveyard. Should be fun.
Now I'm going to play a little ultimate before staff meeting.
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Tuesday At Camp
Well, we're here. The first day is almost over. I actually got sleep last night.
This week has been great so far. Dave Curtiss is our speaker this week, and he is really in the flow of what God wants to do in the lives of our students. The sermon tonight was about the difference b/w believing in Christ and following him. It was good, and I think the students recieved it well. People are still praying together as I type this...
We've had some crazy times on the slip and slide already. The pool has been great, as today was blazing hot. And we had a sweet cannon ball contest...and belly flop...that was wicked. One kid went about 10 feet in the air and flipped so that his back was down, and when he landed, I could have sworn he was landing on pavement. I'm hoping it will cool down, but it doesn't look like it will.
It's been good to hang with the youth worker friends we have here. Kevin Snow, Andrea and Nate, Brian, Hans, Robb, Kevin Simons, Ralph, Rick, Ben, Freddy, Shelly, Caleb (ENC guy)...We've got a great bunch of people here.
Anyway...we'll post...
This week has been great so far. Dave Curtiss is our speaker this week, and he is really in the flow of what God wants to do in the lives of our students. The sermon tonight was about the difference b/w believing in Christ and following him. It was good, and I think the students recieved it well. People are still praying together as I type this...
We've had some crazy times on the slip and slide already. The pool has been great, as today was blazing hot. And we had a sweet cannon ball contest...and belly flop...that was wicked. One kid went about 10 feet in the air and flipped so that his back was down, and when he landed, I could have sworn he was landing on pavement. I'm hoping it will cool down, but it doesn't look like it will.
It's been good to hang with the youth worker friends we have here. Kevin Snow, Andrea and Nate, Brian, Hans, Robb, Kevin Simons, Ralph, Rick, Ben, Freddy, Shelly, Caleb (ENC guy)...We've got a great bunch of people here.
Anyway...we'll post...
Monday, August 01, 2005
Back from NC...off to camp
Well, Aubrey and I got back from NC on Saturday night. It was well worth it to make the long drive down there.
For one thing, I got to stop and see my good friends, Doug and Jon, for breakfast at Cracker Barrel in Chesterfield, VA, on my way down. That was great. Wonderful to dine together with old friends.
The second thing was that I got to see Aubrey after a whole week without. Whew, that was great!
The third thing was that the waves on the beach were great for NC. Mark (bro in law) and I had a blast riding the waves in on boogy boards and by body surfing.
The fourth thing was that it was great to be with Aubrey's family. They are a great bunch. We've been blessed with family who are really concerned with each other and with what God is doing.
And now we are hours from leaving for MAD teen camp. Whew, it should be great. Aubrey's coming this year, which I think will be great, b/c she's so awesome with the students (and I just like participating in ministry with her).
So, I'll post after a while...
Oh yeah, Rob Bell just came out with a new book...there are interesting debates over his book on Amazon. Check it out http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/031026345X/qid=1122912714/sr=8-1/ref=pd_bbs_1/102-9366628-5800110?v=glance&s=books&n=507846
For one thing, I got to stop and see my good friends, Doug and Jon, for breakfast at Cracker Barrel in Chesterfield, VA, on my way down. That was great. Wonderful to dine together with old friends.
The second thing was that I got to see Aubrey after a whole week without. Whew, that was great!
The third thing was that the waves on the beach were great for NC. Mark (bro in law) and I had a blast riding the waves in on boogy boards and by body surfing.
The fourth thing was that it was great to be with Aubrey's family. They are a great bunch. We've been blessed with family who are really concerned with each other and with what God is doing.
And now we are hours from leaving for MAD teen camp. Whew, it should be great. Aubrey's coming this year, which I think will be great, b/c she's so awesome with the students (and I just like participating in ministry with her).
So, I'll post after a while...
Oh yeah, Rob Bell just came out with a new book...there are interesting debates over his book on Amazon. Check it out http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/031026345X/qid=1122912714/sr=8-1/ref=pd_bbs_1/102-9366628-5800110?v=glance&s=books&n=507846
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Dorney Park
Well, we went to a sweet theme park, near Allentown, PA, yesterday with the students. Dorney Park is superfly. And the students were even better. They rocked...no injuries, no real fights...all fun and fantastic!
Serious, it was great...it was sweltering hot, but it was great. Mt. Dew Icee's never tasted so good.
I got to bop around from group to group and experience the park with and through them. I started off with the Jr. Hi guys who went directly to the highest roller coaster there, the Steel Force. It was awesome. We got on the front cart without having to wait longer than 3 minutes. It was a 205 foot drop, and pretty thrilling. Sauder and DJ were quite the thrill seekers. We rode in the front at first and then went to the back. You gotta get the extreme perspectives.
After hanging out with them, we went to lunch and then I bopped around with Casey and his grandmother, Donna. They liked the tame side of the park, so we lounged in the Wave Pool and went around the Lazy River thing. Wow, that water was wonderfully cold. Waterfalls everywhere...
Then I hopped over to Josh, Bryce, Alecia, Tiana, Allie, and Nicole's group. we had a blast on the steel force, the Talon, Hang Time (my favorite), Revolution, and Dominator (takes you up really high and then drops you...it freaked me out...). They were tons of fun. We got Josh, who is afraid of roller coaster type things, to go on the Talon and the Hang Time, but he was spent after those two.
After them, I hung with Evan, Brian, Holly, Jared, Holly's friend, Koren and Rick Dodd. We rode the Hydra and the Comet. I was feeling sick after that one...definitely not good to eat a bucket of fries and then get on a roller coaster...ew. They had a good mix going in their group...real easy going and fun.
Then I went with Izzy, Marissa, Tia (M.'s friend), Amanda and Leah, to the Carousel and Mouse Chase...that was stellar. I don't think the Carousel will ever get old.
Well, lots of good times...it's just good to hang with the students in large packs.
We have a great bunch of students...
Well, I'll be joining up with Aubrey tomorrow to finish up her vacation with her family in NC. Should be fun. Gotta drive through tonight...
Serious, it was great...it was sweltering hot, but it was great. Mt. Dew Icee's never tasted so good.
I got to bop around from group to group and experience the park with and through them. I started off with the Jr. Hi guys who went directly to the highest roller coaster there, the Steel Force. It was awesome. We got on the front cart without having to wait longer than 3 minutes. It was a 205 foot drop, and pretty thrilling. Sauder and DJ were quite the thrill seekers. We rode in the front at first and then went to the back. You gotta get the extreme perspectives.
After hanging out with them, we went to lunch and then I bopped around with Casey and his grandmother, Donna. They liked the tame side of the park, so we lounged in the Wave Pool and went around the Lazy River thing. Wow, that water was wonderfully cold. Waterfalls everywhere...
Then I hopped over to Josh, Bryce, Alecia, Tiana, Allie, and Nicole's group. we had a blast on the steel force, the Talon, Hang Time (my favorite), Revolution, and Dominator (takes you up really high and then drops you...it freaked me out...). They were tons of fun. We got Josh, who is afraid of roller coaster type things, to go on the Talon and the Hang Time, but he was spent after those two.
After them, I hung with Evan, Brian, Holly, Jared, Holly's friend, Koren and Rick Dodd. We rode the Hydra and the Comet. I was feeling sick after that one...definitely not good to eat a bucket of fries and then get on a roller coaster...ew. They had a good mix going in their group...real easy going and fun.
Then I went with Izzy, Marissa, Tia (M.'s friend), Amanda and Leah, to the Carousel and Mouse Chase...that was stellar. I don't think the Carousel will ever get old.
Well, lots of good times...it's just good to hang with the students in large packs.
We have a great bunch of students...
Well, I'll be joining up with Aubrey tomorrow to finish up her vacation with her family in NC. Should be fun. Gotta drive through tonight...
Monday, July 25, 2005
Weekend is over
Well, the weekend is over.
The sermon went really well, I think. Used a bit of Dallas Willard's explanation of kingdom (the sphere where what I want done is done) and had people figure out their kingdom and talked about getting God's kingdom in that. Explained that the prophets were looking for God's kingdom as shalom, which is more than peace, which is completion, wholeness, righting of the wrongs. And when we think of heaven of the afterlife, we think of that type of place. Then I moved to talk about how sometimes we make our following after Christ, our understanding of his message, more about what's going to happen to me after we die. And I talked about the Rwandan genocide and how it was supposedly a dominant Christian nation. What we saw there was the opposite of shalom, we saw destruction, something that tore from wholeness, that caused incompletion. Then I went to our lives...are our lives bringing the shalom, or causing incompletion. Then I talked about Jesus' emphasis on this life now, that the kingdom is now...and how he wants to move into our sphere of influence, into our kingdoms...It was good.
Then I had some youthworkers over to our house. It was cool to have them over. We haven't had any youth workers to our new house yet, so it was fun. matt forsythe, 7 foot 7 guy, nearly got his head chopped off by the ceiling fans, and had to crouch in our upper bedroom.
It was a good weekend...except for one fact. Aubrey wasn't here. She's in NC with her family, and I'll join her on Wednesday, but...it's not the same without her around. Gosh, I miss that girl.
The sermon went really well, I think. Used a bit of Dallas Willard's explanation of kingdom (the sphere where what I want done is done) and had people figure out their kingdom and talked about getting God's kingdom in that. Explained that the prophets were looking for God's kingdom as shalom, which is more than peace, which is completion, wholeness, righting of the wrongs. And when we think of heaven of the afterlife, we think of that type of place. Then I moved to talk about how sometimes we make our following after Christ, our understanding of his message, more about what's going to happen to me after we die. And I talked about the Rwandan genocide and how it was supposedly a dominant Christian nation. What we saw there was the opposite of shalom, we saw destruction, something that tore from wholeness, that caused incompletion. Then I went to our lives...are our lives bringing the shalom, or causing incompletion. Then I talked about Jesus' emphasis on this life now, that the kingdom is now...and how he wants to move into our sphere of influence, into our kingdoms...It was good.
Then I had some youthworkers over to our house. It was cool to have them over. We haven't had any youth workers to our new house yet, so it was fun. matt forsythe, 7 foot 7 guy, nearly got his head chopped off by the ceiling fans, and had to crouch in our upper bedroom.
It was a good weekend...except for one fact. Aubrey wasn't here. She's in NC with her family, and I'll join her on Wednesday, but...it's not the same without her around. Gosh, I miss that girl.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Possible Themes for the Fall and Winter
OK, I've got a short list of things for the fall. Not sure of the order or how they'll be carried out...I'm thinking of having a verse for the month, something that the students can get used to seeing and maybe take in memory.
Pain-how to handle it, how God feels about it, how to help a friend, what does grief look like
Justice-IJM's stuff for 5 weeks, ending with the 30 hour famine...I'm really looking forward to this.
Wisdom-How to make wise choices regarding friendships, parties, parents, the future
Life like Christ-a couple weeks to see how he lived and what it meant for his disciples and what it means for us as his followers
Advent-Opening our lives to His presence, living in the "now" of his kingdom, welcoming Him into everything we do
Sex Retold-glories of sex, downfalls of sex, healthy habits
I'm also thinking of having a class for Juniors and Seniors on Sunday mornings for college prep. Talk about how to prepare for future, talk about fears, talk about possible new ideas they might encounter that might rock their world and faith (things I wish I had heard before I went to college, things that made me doubt most of what I believed, things that most young high school students aren't prepared for, but that maybe juniors and seniors are).
Pain-how to handle it, how God feels about it, how to help a friend, what does grief look like
Justice-IJM's stuff for 5 weeks, ending with the 30 hour famine...I'm really looking forward to this.
Wisdom-How to make wise choices regarding friendships, parties, parents, the future
Life like Christ-a couple weeks to see how he lived and what it meant for his disciples and what it means for us as his followers
Advent-Opening our lives to His presence, living in the "now" of his kingdom, welcoming Him into everything we do
Sex Retold-glories of sex, downfalls of sex, healthy habits
I'm also thinking of having a class for Juniors and Seniors on Sunday mornings for college prep. Talk about how to prepare for future, talk about fears, talk about possible new ideas they might encounter that might rock their world and faith (things I wish I had heard before I went to college, things that made me doubt most of what I believed, things that most young high school students aren't prepared for, but that maybe juniors and seniors are).
The Birds are gone
Sadly, the birds have left us with an empty nest. I thought they'd be around longer, but I guess they grow up incredibly fast.
Today I am working on what the themes are going to be for the youth group this fall. Currently I am thinking about how to talk about suffering and social justice in ways that are swallowable and applicable. I think we might have a series on pain, and a series on oppression. We'll probably use IJM's stuff they did through Youth Specialties (The Justice Mission).
I am looking forward to this fall and what God's going to do in our groups. We have an awesome group of teenagers who are excited about what God is doing and who want to walk with Him and help others do the same.
Today I am working on what the themes are going to be for the youth group this fall. Currently I am thinking about how to talk about suffering and social justice in ways that are swallowable and applicable. I think we might have a series on pain, and a series on oppression. We'll probably use IJM's stuff they did through Youth Specialties (The Justice Mission).
I am looking forward to this fall and what God's going to do in our groups. We have an awesome group of teenagers who are excited about what God is doing and who want to walk with Him and help others do the same.
NYC 2007
Well, at General Assembly (the world gathering of Nazarenes), they announced where NYC USA will be in 2007. It's going to be in the city of arches, the St. Louis. And what's even cooler is that my good friend, Brian Hull (www.gilborules.blogspot.com), is going to be working real hard on making it the best NYC experience yet.
If you want to see more about it go to www.waterfirewind.com. I think they have an excellent theme. Check out the video they have on there too. It's rad. The site isn't fully operatable, but they're going to have a blog for the event...that should be flippin sweet.
And I gotta give a shout out to my friends at Panera Bread for providing us with the best and only free wireless in York County. Thanks Panera. You rock!
If you want to see more about it go to www.waterfirewind.com. I think they have an excellent theme. Check out the video they have on there too. It's rad. The site isn't fully operatable, but they're going to have a blog for the event...that should be flippin sweet.
And I gotta give a shout out to my friends at Panera Bread for providing us with the best and only free wireless in York County. Thanks Panera. You rock!
Thursday, July 21, 2005
The Birds Are Out
Well, we looked out the window this morning and the birds have escaped. They are learning to fly around the bushes in the back. I tried to sneak up and get a picture of one, but it lunged at me and pulled out a lightsaber...ok, it didn't really do that, but it did jump away so that I couldn't get a good pic.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Teaching this weekend
So, I'm teaching on Saturday and Sunday at our church. I'm still wrestling with what to talk about. But I think I am being led to talk about how heaven is breaking into our daily existence, that the reign of God is coming through us Christians. I might do a little bit about how we were originally created to help take care of the earth (first commandment) and how Jesus' first commandment to love others is part of the restoration and recreation of the earth...a continuation of the original first commandment.
We'll see...I'm taking a good portion of tomorrow to finish it...I'll be writing some of it tonight too.
We'll see...I'm taking a good portion of tomorrow to finish it...I'll be writing some of it tonight too.
The Baby Birds are here
Yay, we got back from our missions trip and found that our bird under the window has had her babies. Now they cheep at her and scrawn around their little heads trying to get food. There are three of them. I can't wait to watch them learn to fly and stuff. I just hope they don't get caught in the branches of the bush.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Arms Wide Open Part 2
Well, we returned from AZ on Saturday night. They held us in the air for an extra hour because of the storm. Crazy watching the lightening from above the storm. I'm glad the pilots know what they are doing.
Wow, mission trips really create a sense of family within the group that goes. It's amazing how that happens. It's easier to share joys, to share frustrations...I think there is something supernatural in the gathering of people for a common purpose. Even if its not Christian, I think something happens there. My uncle told me about some experiences he has had (free of reefer) when a bunch of drummers gathered in a circle for a session in the woods. it sounded a lot like what happens on missions trips or camps. The cool part about following Christ, is that we know the source of that phenomenon.
Further highlights:
Dancing with the Indian Dancers on Tuesday night. They have beautiful movements and we got to join them on a couple dances. My favorite dance was this one a boy did with hoops. He did all these crazy things with the hoops, things I can't explain in print...you just have to see it.
Seeing the Grand Canyon. Holy mess, that place is awesome. Over 40 miles long, average 10 miles across (18 is the max), over 1 mile deep. The curves and drop offs are breathtaking. Ryan and Bryce scared us a bit when they got close to the edge, but nobody in our group died.
Sunset across AZ. We gathered by the crosses for devo's with the sunset.
Devotions by Tim and Scottie. They are great guys and had some quality things to say to our group. Kylie was supposed to go, but our week got crammed.
Worship with the Sun Valley staff. Our fella's led worship and we had a gathering the following night.
The Buffer. Cleaning floors has never been so crazy. The first day, Joann (youth worker lady)couldn't figure it out, so she had Jordan sit on the buffer while she buffed the floor. Then I thought I had it figured out until it threw me into the wall. Whew, floor buffers are crazy. It reminded me of Ernest Goes to Jail.
Here's what we did for the campus: we built a fence at the entrance, cleaned the classroom floors (not an easy task), did some landscaping, built a deck, painted the deck, tested out the playground equipment (not requested, but we did it with pleasure), raced golf carts.
If you want to check out Sun Valley's website it's www.indianschool.org.
I'm glad we went. You really get to see what's in the hearts of your students. And we have some quality students who have servant hearts.
Wow, mission trips really create a sense of family within the group that goes. It's amazing how that happens. It's easier to share joys, to share frustrations...I think there is something supernatural in the gathering of people for a common purpose. Even if its not Christian, I think something happens there. My uncle told me about some experiences he has had (free of reefer) when a bunch of drummers gathered in a circle for a session in the woods. it sounded a lot like what happens on missions trips or camps. The cool part about following Christ, is that we know the source of that phenomenon.
Further highlights:
Dancing with the Indian Dancers on Tuesday night. They have beautiful movements and we got to join them on a couple dances. My favorite dance was this one a boy did with hoops. He did all these crazy things with the hoops, things I can't explain in print...you just have to see it.
Seeing the Grand Canyon. Holy mess, that place is awesome. Over 40 miles long, average 10 miles across (18 is the max), over 1 mile deep. The curves and drop offs are breathtaking. Ryan and Bryce scared us a bit when they got close to the edge, but nobody in our group died.
Sunset across AZ. We gathered by the crosses for devo's with the sunset.
Devotions by Tim and Scottie. They are great guys and had some quality things to say to our group. Kylie was supposed to go, but our week got crammed.
Worship with the Sun Valley staff. Our fella's led worship and we had a gathering the following night.
The Buffer. Cleaning floors has never been so crazy. The first day, Joann (youth worker lady)couldn't figure it out, so she had Jordan sit on the buffer while she buffed the floor. Then I thought I had it figured out until it threw me into the wall. Whew, floor buffers are crazy. It reminded me of Ernest Goes to Jail.
Here's what we did for the campus: we built a fence at the entrance, cleaned the classroom floors (not an easy task), did some landscaping, built a deck, painted the deck, tested out the playground equipment (not requested, but we did it with pleasure), raced golf carts.
If you want to check out Sun Valley's website it's www.indianschool.org.
I'm glad we went. You really get to see what's in the hearts of your students. And we have some quality students who have servant hearts.
Monday, July 11, 2005
Arms Wide Open: Part 1
Well, I'm in Sun Valley, AZ right now with the Sr. Hi Mission Trip Team. It has been a crazy past few days.
There are so many things to write about, to think about, to notice from this trip. It's really hard to take it in. And I don't have much time to type right now. So, I'll just sum up the highlights so far.
Students bonding with other students who I didn't expect to bond together. (Is that understandable?)
Worshipping with the Navajo Indians on Sunday morning and night. They asked us to come back after the morning service, for a spontaneous service. Hearing familiar tunes in the Navajo tongue was a blessing. It reminds me that I am not the sole owner of the gospel. These are not distant cousins who belong to my half-brother, but they are my brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus. We are bound together by the Spirit who resides in us both.
Flash contests in the van. No, it's not as sick as it sounds. There were some kids who discovered that you can make your disposable camera flash without taking pictures and they did that for at least 45 minutes on the way home.
Bryce got a mohawk.
Trip into Canyon de Chelle. That was awesome. WHew, breathtaking views. I'll post some of the pictures at a later date.
Fun conversations in the van.
Sweet views of the Rocky's from the airplane.
Being 3 hours behind our normal time.
Awesome landscape and skyline. There are no trees out here...just bare land. YOu can see for 70-80 miles. Breathtaking again.
Today was our first day of official work. Wow, it was long and tough, but it was cool to see the students hearts in what we did. They have such a great spirit and are encouraging each other.
Well, I will post more later. Gotta get ready for devos with the sunset.
There are so many things to write about, to think about, to notice from this trip. It's really hard to take it in. And I don't have much time to type right now. So, I'll just sum up the highlights so far.
Students bonding with other students who I didn't expect to bond together. (Is that understandable?)
Worshipping with the Navajo Indians on Sunday morning and night. They asked us to come back after the morning service, for a spontaneous service. Hearing familiar tunes in the Navajo tongue was a blessing. It reminds me that I am not the sole owner of the gospel. These are not distant cousins who belong to my half-brother, but they are my brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus. We are bound together by the Spirit who resides in us both.
Flash contests in the van. No, it's not as sick as it sounds. There were some kids who discovered that you can make your disposable camera flash without taking pictures and they did that for at least 45 minutes on the way home.
Bryce got a mohawk.
Trip into Canyon de Chelle. That was awesome. WHew, breathtaking views. I'll post some of the pictures at a later date.
Fun conversations in the van.
Sweet views of the Rocky's from the airplane.
Being 3 hours behind our normal time.
Awesome landscape and skyline. There are no trees out here...just bare land. YOu can see for 70-80 miles. Breathtaking again.
Today was our first day of official work. Wow, it was long and tough, but it was cool to see the students hearts in what we did. They have such a great spirit and are encouraging each other.
Well, I will post more later. Gotta get ready for devos with the sunset.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
One Eyed Mother
Well, Aubrey and I have discovered a nesting bird right underneath the windowsill of our kitchensink window. I can wash dishes and watch the bird resting in its nest. It's neat, actually, because we've seen this almost from the very beginning, when there was hardly any nest except a few twigs. But this bird and another worked together to create a little bed in the bush beneath my window. After the nest became sturdy, the mother bird began to sit in the nest for long periods of times. I would look into the nest when she would fly away, but nothing was in the nest, until one day there were three little blue eggs, each about the size of a walnut. And now the mother stays with the eggs, warming them, tending to them.
There is one thing that is unusual (that word is unusual) about her. Her right eye is only a slit, where it seems she either lost her eye, or was born without it. So, we have a one-eyed mother bird nesting under the windowsill of our kitchen sink. Every morning when I walk past, I look into it to see if the little ones have arrived. Nothing yet. But I can't wait to watch them grow, to watch the mother tend to them and feed them. I love miracles that happen under kitchen sink window.
There is one thing that is unusual (that word is unusual) about her. Her right eye is only a slit, where it seems she either lost her eye, or was born without it. So, we have a one-eyed mother bird nesting under the windowsill of our kitchen sink. Every morning when I walk past, I look into it to see if the little ones have arrived. Nothing yet. But I can't wait to watch them grow, to watch the mother tend to them and feed them. I love miracles that happen under kitchen sink window.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
2nd Anniversary!
Well, Aubrey and I celebrated our 2nd anniversary yesterday. We're going to Anapolis on Thursday night to celebrate. Got a great deal through Priceline for a nice hotel!
On the day of our anniversary, I went to a funeral of Frannie Lahr, mother of Burdette Lahr, a pastor at my church. I had never met her, but being at her funeral made me want to. She sounded like a beautiful woman, who loved God through all her pain and suffering.
Interesting that as God is in my wedding celebration with Aubrey, he is with the Lahr's in their mourning.
On the day of our anniversary, I went to a funeral of Frannie Lahr, mother of Burdette Lahr, a pastor at my church. I had never met her, but being at her funeral made me want to. She sounded like a beautiful woman, who loved God through all her pain and suffering.
Interesting that as God is in my wedding celebration with Aubrey, he is with the Lahr's in their mourning.
Monday, June 27, 2005
Jr. Hi Mission to York 2005: Part 3
Favorite Scenes
1. McDonald's Runs-The boys discovered the McD's was close to my house and wanted to go there the first night. So we ended up having our devo's there every night. That was cool.
2. Rotten Strawberries-Our first ministry site was Our Daily Bread, a soup kitchen that gives breakfast and lunch to people in need. We helped in the back, organizing food, preparing food and whatever was needed. While we were there a truck dropped off 12 boxes of strawberries, each box containing 8 quarts of strawberries. Half the Strawberries were rotten, some so rotten and soft that when you went to pick them up they fell through your fingers. It was gross. Anyways, we sifted through them and chopped up the good ones. They should be set on strawberries for years to come.
3. Fartage-The first night the guys were in the house there was some farting festival. It was crazy. I was upstairs in my bedroom, which is connected to the living room where the guys were sleeping by a vent. And I could easily hear them. Loud and rumbling they were. And then the king of it all was when I could smell the worst fart all the way upstairs in my bedroom. The thing smelled like car oil. That's stinky.
There's more, but that's all I have time for right now.
1. McDonald's Runs-The boys discovered the McD's was close to my house and wanted to go there the first night. So we ended up having our devo's there every night. That was cool.
2. Rotten Strawberries-Our first ministry site was Our Daily Bread, a soup kitchen that gives breakfast and lunch to people in need. We helped in the back, organizing food, preparing food and whatever was needed. While we were there a truck dropped off 12 boxes of strawberries, each box containing 8 quarts of strawberries. Half the Strawberries were rotten, some so rotten and soft that when you went to pick them up they fell through your fingers. It was gross. Anyways, we sifted through them and chopped up the good ones. They should be set on strawberries for years to come.
3. Fartage-The first night the guys were in the house there was some farting festival. It was crazy. I was upstairs in my bedroom, which is connected to the living room where the guys were sleeping by a vent. And I could easily hear them. Loud and rumbling they were. And then the king of it all was when I could smell the worst fart all the way upstairs in my bedroom. The thing smelled like car oil. That's stinky.
There's more, but that's all I have time for right now.
Jr. Hi Mission to York 2005: Part 2
A walk through the Projects
One of the ministry points that we had was in the projects of York. Stillnaz has a bus ministry that goes into the heart of the city and brings a lunch to the kids every Saturday. In order for the kids to get the lunch, they get to sit through a program on the bus. The kids range from 3-12, and most come by themselves, but there were 3 mother figures there as well. The kids were crazy rambunctious and had a hard time listening to Chastity Frederick (the lady who runs the thing with her husband, Jade...Aubrey and I really liked them...she is becoming a doctor so that they can go overseas and serve as missionaries...they have 3 beautiful kids). And after they listened to her and sang silly songs with me, they got off the bus and grabbed their lunches and ran off.
We told some of our students to go to the park and clean it up. So they went over there and were picking up some of the trash that was there, including some of the trash that the kids were leaving there. One of the kids on the bus threw his trash down in front of our students and one of our students asked him to pick up his trash, and then a little tif started which ended with the 10 year old kid calling our student a nigger. That set the missions student off. Thankfully an adult was close by and separated the two. Ironic that we would be there to serve...
But I came in at the end and talked with our student, trying to help him cool down, trying to hear his side of the story, trying to help him understand where the kid was coming from, trying to help him see how Christ would react. He was pretty mad. After he cooled down a bit and the other kid had left, I let him grab lunch and go back to the park. But the story didn't end there.
Our final assignment there was to take flyers to the different doors to advertise for VBS that is coming up. I decided I wanted to take Cody as my partner and leave the other guys with somebody else. I wasn't sure what I was going to say, but I took him along with me. As we walked I explained to him how the projects work, how most of the people there don't have much money at all, how many of them are hurting. I showed him the backs of the houses, which were pretty torn up with lots of trash all over the place. I wasn't trying to shove anything down his throat, but he seemed to be getting it when he said, "So, that's why the kid wanted to fight with me. He's not in a good situation..." Yeah, man...you're getting it.
And later that day as he was leaving to go home with his mother, he came up to me and said, "Hey Josh, thanks for taking me on that walk." That's all he said. But I knew that the Spirit was helping him understand. I only pray that it will stay and that the Spirit will develop within him the heart to understand other people's stories.
It is amazing how knowing the backgrounds of somebody will change the way you look at them.
One of the ministry points that we had was in the projects of York. Stillnaz has a bus ministry that goes into the heart of the city and brings a lunch to the kids every Saturday. In order for the kids to get the lunch, they get to sit through a program on the bus. The kids range from 3-12, and most come by themselves, but there were 3 mother figures there as well. The kids were crazy rambunctious and had a hard time listening to Chastity Frederick (the lady who runs the thing with her husband, Jade...Aubrey and I really liked them...she is becoming a doctor so that they can go overseas and serve as missionaries...they have 3 beautiful kids). And after they listened to her and sang silly songs with me, they got off the bus and grabbed their lunches and ran off.
We told some of our students to go to the park and clean it up. So they went over there and were picking up some of the trash that was there, including some of the trash that the kids were leaving there. One of the kids on the bus threw his trash down in front of our students and one of our students asked him to pick up his trash, and then a little tif started which ended with the 10 year old kid calling our student a nigger. That set the missions student off. Thankfully an adult was close by and separated the two. Ironic that we would be there to serve...
But I came in at the end and talked with our student, trying to help him cool down, trying to hear his side of the story, trying to help him understand where the kid was coming from, trying to help him see how Christ would react. He was pretty mad. After he cooled down a bit and the other kid had left, I let him grab lunch and go back to the park. But the story didn't end there.
Our final assignment there was to take flyers to the different doors to advertise for VBS that is coming up. I decided I wanted to take Cody as my partner and leave the other guys with somebody else. I wasn't sure what I was going to say, but I took him along with me. As we walked I explained to him how the projects work, how most of the people there don't have much money at all, how many of them are hurting. I showed him the backs of the houses, which were pretty torn up with lots of trash all over the place. I wasn't trying to shove anything down his throat, but he seemed to be getting it when he said, "So, that's why the kid wanted to fight with me. He's not in a good situation..." Yeah, man...you're getting it.
And later that day as he was leaving to go home with his mother, he came up to me and said, "Hey Josh, thanks for taking me on that walk." That's all he said. But I knew that the Spirit was helping him understand. I only pray that it will stay and that the Spirit will develop within him the heart to understand other people's stories.
It is amazing how knowing the backgrounds of somebody will change the way you look at them.
Jr. Hi Mission to York 2005: Part 1
Well, on Saturday we concluded my second Jr. Hi mission trip with the Stillnaz students. It was fast and furious. We started on Wednesday night and ended on Saturday afternoon. The boys stayed at my place and the ladies stayed with another family.
Plenty of stories, plenty of laughs, plenty of learning moments. I would have to say that mission trips are most definitely my favorite things in youth ministry. You get to be with students for longer than 1.5 hours, and you get to see them at their best and at their worst. And they get to see me at my best and worst. It's so real, so raw.
When am I going to get saved?
One of the guys who went had never accepted Christ into his life (officially...) and his mother had asked me if I could pray with him sometime. So when I saw him on Wednesday night the first thing he said to me was, "PJ, when am I going to get saved?" And it was like that the rest of the night. He just kept asking, "Am I going to get saved now?" "Am I going to get saved at McDonald's?" It was great. We finally had a time to sit down at the end of the night. And I explained to him about what it meant to follow Christ, and what life is like without Christ. I had him explain why he wanted Christ in his life. Then I talked to him about the hard side of following Christ, about how when Christ comes in he will go through his life, like he would go through his room. And there might be some things he would want to remove and take away. And by letting Christ come into his life, he was saying that it was okay for God to do that in his life and that he was willing to be changed. I don't know how much discipleship is possible for young people, but I think he understood some of it, and it was exciting to be a part of that experience with him. Then after that, the guys had tons of questions about general stuff. I loved it.
Plenty of stories, plenty of laughs, plenty of learning moments. I would have to say that mission trips are most definitely my favorite things in youth ministry. You get to be with students for longer than 1.5 hours, and you get to see them at their best and at their worst. And they get to see me at my best and worst. It's so real, so raw.
When am I going to get saved?
One of the guys who went had never accepted Christ into his life (officially...) and his mother had asked me if I could pray with him sometime. So when I saw him on Wednesday night the first thing he said to me was, "PJ, when am I going to get saved?" And it was like that the rest of the night. He just kept asking, "Am I going to get saved now?" "Am I going to get saved at McDonald's?" It was great. We finally had a time to sit down at the end of the night. And I explained to him about what it meant to follow Christ, and what life is like without Christ. I had him explain why he wanted Christ in his life. Then I talked to him about the hard side of following Christ, about how when Christ comes in he will go through his life, like he would go through his room. And there might be some things he would want to remove and take away. And by letting Christ come into his life, he was saying that it was okay for God to do that in his life and that he was willing to be changed. I don't know how much discipleship is possible for young people, but I think he understood some of it, and it was exciting to be a part of that experience with him. Then after that, the guys had tons of questions about general stuff. I loved it.
Monday, June 20, 2005
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Quote from I, Francis by Carlo Carretto
You have more wealth than before, and you talk more of poverty. You are middle class and you play "poor Church." You talk more of community, and you live more isolated, more divorced, from one another.
"Many a slip 'twixt the cup and the lip," they say--and there is a whole ocean of slips between what you say and what you do.
It is the ocean of your chatter, and you are drowning in it in every regard.
Now would you care to know why I am not inclined to give you a "tough talking-to?" Because you are the tough ones, not I.
All one has to do is listen to you when you gather together.
it is a terrible thing, how hard, unyielding, and radical you are.
What a pity that this hardness, this radicalism, is always directed against others and never against yourselves.
One would say that your great passion is to convert others!
And I, Francis, tell you, aim at your own conversions. You will see that you will understand things better.
Above all, understand this; it is of no use to think can change the Franciscans, the Capuchins, and Conventuals, and to continue, the Jesuits, the Salesians, the Little Brothers.
It is simply not possible!
What is possible is the conversion of a person--especially if that person happens to be you who are listening to me at this moment.
History has its own laws, and no institution escapes the ravages of time, and are able to place themselves before the nakedness of the Gospel and make it their own.
My children--this is what I shall call you, since you call me Father Francis--do no believe in the reform of your Order. Believe in your personal reform.
My brothers and sisters--for you call me Friar Francis--be holy, and the world will appear to you as holy.
"Many a slip 'twixt the cup and the lip," they say--and there is a whole ocean of slips between what you say and what you do.
It is the ocean of your chatter, and you are drowning in it in every regard.
Now would you care to know why I am not inclined to give you a "tough talking-to?" Because you are the tough ones, not I.
All one has to do is listen to you when you gather together.
it is a terrible thing, how hard, unyielding, and radical you are.
What a pity that this hardness, this radicalism, is always directed against others and never against yourselves.
One would say that your great passion is to convert others!
And I, Francis, tell you, aim at your own conversions. You will see that you will understand things better.
Above all, understand this; it is of no use to think can change the Franciscans, the Capuchins, and Conventuals, and to continue, the Jesuits, the Salesians, the Little Brothers.
It is simply not possible!
What is possible is the conversion of a person--especially if that person happens to be you who are listening to me at this moment.
History has its own laws, and no institution escapes the ravages of time, and are able to place themselves before the nakedness of the Gospel and make it their own.
My children--this is what I shall call you, since you call me Father Francis--do no believe in the reform of your Order. Believe in your personal reform.
My brothers and sisters--for you call me Friar Francis--be holy, and the world will appear to you as holy.
The Move Part 2: Hello Orpah
Along with being cottagy and cozy, our house is nestled between two other homes, both of which house friendly neighbors. On our left is Carol and her red-headed grandson, Joe. She is so kind. she offered her rain jacket to me the first time she met us, when she saw me moving stuff in the rain. She is also talkative and has already filled us in on her family history. I can tell that Aubrey and I will enjoy getting to know her.
And on our right live Meeko and Mickey. I met Meeko before we had moved anything in. He was standing in his yard and when he saw me getting out of my car, he said, "Are you our new neighbor?" And I told him that I was. And then I asked him what his name was and if he had any brothers or sisters. And he has a sister, Mickey. And then I told them that I was moving in with Aubrey. They asked if she was my girlfriend. I told them, "no".
Meeko and Mickey are in 4th and 5th grade. They are always in their yard playing with their 5 dogs or with each other. And they always greet us when we get home in the day time. It's swell. When Aubrey was getting there to clean the kitchen out, they would greet her, saying, "hello orpah!" I guess they thought I had said her name was orpah! We weren't sure whether or not to leave it as Orpah, but Aubrey kindly told them one day that her name is really Aubrey, and they haven't gotten it wrong since.
But I was cleaning the bathroom the other day, ridding it of some of the hair from the previous resident (making me think about legacy and what we leave behind us...). So I had the window, which faces their backyard, open just in case the fumes from the cleaning stuff were too strong. I was in the middle of cleaning and I heard, "Meeko, ask him if he's taking a bath." Then I heard, "Josh, are you taking a bath?" I told them, "No." Then they talked to me for the rest of the time that I cleaned the bathroom. They asked me more questions like what my favorite color is, whether or not I liked to climb trees when I was little, how old I am, if I ever had any pets. They were full of questions. It was quite pleasant really. I can tell it will be great to have them as neighbors.
And on our right live Meeko and Mickey. I met Meeko before we had moved anything in. He was standing in his yard and when he saw me getting out of my car, he said, "Are you our new neighbor?" And I told him that I was. And then I asked him what his name was and if he had any brothers or sisters. And he has a sister, Mickey. And then I told them that I was moving in with Aubrey. They asked if she was my girlfriend. I told them, "no".
Meeko and Mickey are in 4th and 5th grade. They are always in their yard playing with their 5 dogs or with each other. And they always greet us when we get home in the day time. It's swell. When Aubrey was getting there to clean the kitchen out, they would greet her, saying, "hello orpah!" I guess they thought I had said her name was orpah! We weren't sure whether or not to leave it as Orpah, but Aubrey kindly told them one day that her name is really Aubrey, and they haven't gotten it wrong since.
But I was cleaning the bathroom the other day, ridding it of some of the hair from the previous resident (making me think about legacy and what we leave behind us...). So I had the window, which faces their backyard, open just in case the fumes from the cleaning stuff were too strong. I was in the middle of cleaning and I heard, "Meeko, ask him if he's taking a bath." Then I heard, "Josh, are you taking a bath?" I told them, "No." Then they talked to me for the rest of the time that I cleaned the bathroom. They asked me more questions like what my favorite color is, whether or not I liked to climb trees when I was little, how old I am, if I ever had any pets. They were full of questions. It was quite pleasant really. I can tell it will be great to have them as neighbors.
The Move Part 1: Cottagy and Odorific
So, Aubrey and I are now almost moved into our new place. We still have boxes all over the place, but we have had a couple meals at our table, which makes us feel more at home. The house is very cozy, kind of cottagy, as our friend Isabell describes it. It has two living rooms, a larger kitchen, a small room off the kitchen (former porch maybe?), and a former attic that serves as our bedroom. I described it as cozy, and I mean it. Especially in the sense of the small side of cozy. The upstairs, where our bedroom is, is 5 feet 7 inches. So, I get to stoop...but seriously, I love it. I always wanted to have a room upstairs that had a railing to prevent anybody to fall down the stairwell, and a sloping ceiling and small windows.
Aubrey has been so great in helping us get adjusted to the place. She has spent so much time cleaning out the kitchen, clearing it of the gunk in the cabinets and the smell, oh the smell, of the cabinets. Currently we have cups of vinegar and boxes of baking soda spread out through our kitchen cabinets. We heard that both are excellent at removing unpleasant odors. Considering that the cabinets smelled somewhat like a combination of old person and dog sweat we jumped at the opportunity to have the unpleasant odors removed.
Aubrey has been so great in helping us get adjusted to the place. She has spent so much time cleaning out the kitchen, clearing it of the gunk in the cabinets and the smell, oh the smell, of the cabinets. Currently we have cups of vinegar and boxes of baking soda spread out through our kitchen cabinets. We heard that both are excellent at removing unpleasant odors. Considering that the cabinets smelled somewhat like a combination of old person and dog sweat we jumped at the opportunity to have the unpleasant odors removed.
Monday, June 06, 2005
On Hold
Currently I am on hold with the electric company.
Every 3o seconds this dude comes on and says "Thank you for holding. We will be with your shortly." And "You're call is important to us. Please stay on the line for the next available teller."
In between these nice bouts of verbal explosions smooth jazz is playing. Just when I get into the music the dude comes on and says his thing.
But I was thinking of a way they can improve this whole holding thing. I think they should let you choose the type of music you want to listen to. Like a radio. Or they could put some type of game on there.
Every 3o seconds this dude comes on and says "Thank you for holding. We will be with your shortly." And "You're call is important to us. Please stay on the line for the next available teller."
In between these nice bouts of verbal explosions smooth jazz is playing. Just when I get into the music the dude comes on and says his thing.
But I was thinking of a way they can improve this whole holding thing. I think they should let you choose the type of music you want to listen to. Like a radio. Or they could put some type of game on there.
Holiday
Well, we just got back from our vacation on Saturday night. It was great to be away and be with my parents and sister.
We stayed in a stellar house that was offered to my parents for free. This couple had this million dollar home built just so they could share it with others. It is on the Chesapeake Bay, on a peninsula off of an island. The house is positioned in such a way that when you look out any window you can see water. It was awesome.
Some highlights:
Kayaking around the island with Aubrey
Talking about life with Dad
Getting kicked all over the place in Dutch Blitz by Sus
Listening to mom talk about what it means to be hospitable
Watching dad try to catch a stingray on a ten pound test line
Eating crabs we caught in our crab trap
Fishing off the dock
Memorial Day boating excursion
Sleeping in
Seeing Star Wars 3 (loved the battle Anakin had with himself)
Three Things I learned about myself:
1. I am very selfish.
2. I have a hard time focusing on others. Whenever we were sitting around talking, I tended to try to read or play boggle. When I thought about it, it's the same way when I am with other people. I'm not fully present with them.
3. I've never liked getting my hands dirty. I thought it was a recent thing, but apparently, even when I was a child I had this issue. When I had a particularly messy meal and had stuff on my hands and face I would stop eating (a big deal for me) and put my hands in the air and make a "ehh ehh ehh" sound. So, even now it is hard for me to eat ribs or buffalo wings. Strange.
We stayed in a stellar house that was offered to my parents for free. This couple had this million dollar home built just so they could share it with others. It is on the Chesapeake Bay, on a peninsula off of an island. The house is positioned in such a way that when you look out any window you can see water. It was awesome.
Some highlights:
Kayaking around the island with Aubrey
Talking about life with Dad
Getting kicked all over the place in Dutch Blitz by Sus
Listening to mom talk about what it means to be hospitable
Watching dad try to catch a stingray on a ten pound test line
Eating crabs we caught in our crab trap
Fishing off the dock
Memorial Day boating excursion
Sleeping in
Seeing Star Wars 3 (loved the battle Anakin had with himself)
Three Things I learned about myself:
1. I am very selfish.
2. I have a hard time focusing on others. Whenever we were sitting around talking, I tended to try to read or play boggle. When I thought about it, it's the same way when I am with other people. I'm not fully present with them.
3. I've never liked getting my hands dirty. I thought it was a recent thing, but apparently, even when I was a child I had this issue. When I had a particularly messy meal and had stuff on my hands and face I would stop eating (a big deal for me) and put my hands in the air and make a "ehh ehh ehh" sound. So, even now it is hard for me to eat ribs or buffalo wings. Strange.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
8GE Picture
That is one of my favorite pictures of the 8th Grade Excursion.
It has a sense of "we're going somewhere" and "we're together"...
When I picture ministry I see it a lot like this...walking with students, not lording things over them, but journeying beside them, enduring some of the same things, while taking them on a path with which I am somewhat familiar.
It has a sense of "we're going somewhere" and "we're together"...
When I picture ministry I see it a lot like this...walking with students, not lording things over them, but journeying beside them, enduring some of the same things, while taking them on a path with which I am somewhat familiar.
Whirlwind
Well, Aubrey and I have been in a whirlwind of activities these past couple of weeks.
For starters, we have decided to move closer to York. Aubrey resigned from Messiah, and we are moving to York, from where she will travel to Shippensburg to be a full time grad student. She got an assistantship, so we don't have to pay anything for her to go to school (She's a smart lady...I always tell people that I married up...).
Anyway, we've been packing all of our stuff and making arrangements....
And in the middle of it all, my sister, Sue graduated from Mt. Vernon Nazarene University on Saturday. Woohoo!!! Way to go Sue! I am so proud of her. She graduated with her class, despite major changes through it all. She is a strong woman and I'm glad she's my sister.
Besides seeing her graduate, we got to hang with my family. Uncle Dan, Uncle Jay, Aunt Beth, Aunt Becky, Uncle Randy, Aunt Nancy, Nana, Mom and Dad, Jake, Lydia, Natalie (David...her boyfriend)...were all there. It was great to see them...It's hard not being closer to them...I wish we weren't so spread out.
And next week we are going on vacation with my family someplace in VA. It will be nice to relax, play some rook, read some books, and be with familia.
For starters, we have decided to move closer to York. Aubrey resigned from Messiah, and we are moving to York, from where she will travel to Shippensburg to be a full time grad student. She got an assistantship, so we don't have to pay anything for her to go to school (She's a smart lady...I always tell people that I married up...).
Anyway, we've been packing all of our stuff and making arrangements....
And in the middle of it all, my sister, Sue graduated from Mt. Vernon Nazarene University on Saturday. Woohoo!!! Way to go Sue! I am so proud of her. She graduated with her class, despite major changes through it all. She is a strong woman and I'm glad she's my sister.
Besides seeing her graduate, we got to hang with my family. Uncle Dan, Uncle Jay, Aunt Beth, Aunt Becky, Uncle Randy, Aunt Nancy, Nana, Mom and Dad, Jake, Lydia, Natalie (David...her boyfriend)...were all there. It was great to see them...It's hard not being closer to them...I wish we weren't so spread out.
And next week we are going on vacation with my family someplace in VA. It will be nice to relax, play some rook, read some books, and be with familia.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
After-thought to First-thought to Every-thought
Teaching on spiritual disciplines this month. Taught on prayer in a round a bout way last night with the senior high students.
While I was preparing for the lesson I made an effort to think about the normal human struggle with duplicity or hypocrisy. We had talked the week before about how we can be one person in school and another person at home, or it seems that there are two people in us, one wanting to behave this way and another wanting to behave another way (i.e. one wants to treat all friends with respect but the other wants to be accepted by certain friends who disrespect people). And often what we don't want to do, we do, or what we do want to do, we don't (see Paul in chapter 7 of his letter to the Romans on this...he's got some great thoughts). So, in the lesson we talked about how God wanted to make us one, to make us whole and complete, not wishy-washy.
As I was thinking about how to tie this to prayer, I thought about how often when we give in to that which we don't desire, we have an afterthought. It's like, "dang, I wish I didn't do that. I should have asked God for help." Or something like that. Kind of like what Adam experienced in the Garden after the fruit.
So, I was thinking that if we think of God after we are already in our harrowing situations, in our trying circumstances, then it is too late. But what if he was our first thought every day. Would that change anything? I think it would set the tone for the day. It would be a centering type of thing...
But I am not sure that the first thought is where we want to stay. Paul talks about praying continually (1 Thes. 5:16-17). Maybe God wants us to move from after-thought to first-thought to every-thought. Maybe that is a way of looking at the growth we experience in God.
I know there are monks who pray the Jesus Prayer in the attempt to make God their first thought before anything. They talk about how God transforms their hearts and actions through saying that prayer.
While I was preparing for the lesson I made an effort to think about the normal human struggle with duplicity or hypocrisy. We had talked the week before about how we can be one person in school and another person at home, or it seems that there are two people in us, one wanting to behave this way and another wanting to behave another way (i.e. one wants to treat all friends with respect but the other wants to be accepted by certain friends who disrespect people). And often what we don't want to do, we do, or what we do want to do, we don't (see Paul in chapter 7 of his letter to the Romans on this...he's got some great thoughts). So, in the lesson we talked about how God wanted to make us one, to make us whole and complete, not wishy-washy.
As I was thinking about how to tie this to prayer, I thought about how often when we give in to that which we don't desire, we have an afterthought. It's like, "dang, I wish I didn't do that. I should have asked God for help." Or something like that. Kind of like what Adam experienced in the Garden after the fruit.
So, I was thinking that if we think of God after we are already in our harrowing situations, in our trying circumstances, then it is too late. But what if he was our first thought every day. Would that change anything? I think it would set the tone for the day. It would be a centering type of thing...
But I am not sure that the first thought is where we want to stay. Paul talks about praying continually (1 Thes. 5:16-17). Maybe God wants us to move from after-thought to first-thought to every-thought. Maybe that is a way of looking at the growth we experience in God.
I know there are monks who pray the Jesus Prayer in the attempt to make God their first thought before anything. They talk about how God transforms their hearts and actions through saying that prayer.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Worry or Expectancy
I wonder if the opposite of worry is expectancy. I'm sure somebody has written this somewhere, but it seems to me that worry just fills the person with fear of what lies around the corner. It consumes the person, drawing them into a cycle of "Oh no, what's going to happen next?".
But expectancy (maybe there is a better word for this) looks forward to what God is going to do. It trusts. It believes that God is a good God and will take care of Her beloved. Expectancy wants to see how God is going to make a difference and how God is going to affect the future.
While worry pines in the corner, expectancy prepares for the future.
But expectancy (maybe there is a better word for this) looks forward to what God is going to do. It trusts. It believes that God is a good God and will take care of Her beloved. Expectancy wants to see how God is going to make a difference and how God is going to affect the future.
While worry pines in the corner, expectancy prepares for the future.
Monday, May 16, 2005
8th Grade Excursion
We just got back from our annual 8th Grade Excursion, where we take the uprising freshmen on a "rites of passage" camping trip to work through the thrills and transitions of adolescence and high school life. This year was great! The students were fantastic and had excellent attitudes the whole weekend, even with the insane thunderstorm on Saturday night.
The small group conversations were my favorite part, because it was cool to watch the guys open up and encourage each other. But we also had a blast singing silly songs (Baby Shark, Little Cabin, Frog Song, Little Red Wagon, Morning Bird Song, Rise and Shine and Shut Up!,...)
My favorite Scenes
Daniel -Racoon Dancer and Fancy Stick Maker
Katie -Ever Encourager (Racoon stole her jacket for her trail mix)
Whitney -"Jeremy, help. The Racoon is on the table." and champion wood hunter
Abby -The Persevering and Crazy Swimmer (even though extremities were extremely cold) and resident smiler
Theresa -the enduring hiker
Abbey -1st female swimmer (Devon pursuer)
Jeremy -the "toothpaste oreo" eater (the hygenic dessert)
Cody -1st Student to brave the chilly waters
Anthony-Chicken Nugget and always helpful
Cassi -toilet stander on-er
Jelee-Always using Cassi as her seat
Amanda -crazy song leader and initiator
Bonnie -food coordinator and van sleep-er in-er and camera thief
Samantha -champion wood hunter
Holly -toothpaste oreo originator and pancake maker
Michelle -master fire/smoke maker
Leah -master of capture the flag (she's fast) and trail blazer
Trudy -resident photographer and blackmailer
Megan -ever cheery spirit
The small group conversations were my favorite part, because it was cool to watch the guys open up and encourage each other. But we also had a blast singing silly songs (Baby Shark, Little Cabin, Frog Song, Little Red Wagon, Morning Bird Song, Rise and Shine and Shut Up!,...)
My favorite Scenes
Daniel -Racoon Dancer and Fancy Stick Maker
Katie -Ever Encourager (Racoon stole her jacket for her trail mix)
Whitney -"Jeremy, help. The Racoon is on the table." and champion wood hunter
Abby -The Persevering and Crazy Swimmer (even though extremities were extremely cold) and resident smiler
Theresa -the enduring hiker
Abbey -1st female swimmer (Devon pursuer)
Jeremy -the "toothpaste oreo" eater (the hygenic dessert)
Cody -1st Student to brave the chilly waters
Anthony-Chicken Nugget and always helpful
Cassi -toilet stander on-er
Jelee-Always using Cassi as her seat
Amanda -crazy song leader and initiator
Bonnie -food coordinator and van sleep-er in-er and camera thief
Samantha -champion wood hunter
Holly -toothpaste oreo originator and pancake maker
Michelle -master fire/smoke maker
Leah -master of capture the flag (she's fast) and trail blazer
Trudy -resident photographer and blackmailer
Megan -ever cheery spirit
Following Christ Violently
When I think of Christ, I see a man of peace, a man who sought to bring comfort to the broken and strength to the weak. I see the Son of God reaching out to gently hold a child in his arms.
But when he speaks to the religious posers and fakers, he doesn't use mild language. And when he comes into the Temple during Passover and sees the corruption and greed in the place where God desires to have his light of generosity and love shown, he goes buck-wild on the vendors.
So Christ is meek and brutal.
Paul uses some serious language in Colossians. He talks of putting to death the sinful nature. This is no lethal injection, no slow process of falling asleep. They did not put things or people to death softly in Paul's day. They were brutal and ruthless. So, it seems that Paul calls us to a life of brutality and violence. Not with others, but with the sin within me and you.
Yet, there might be a violence that is seen with others. I think we can be brutal in our efforts to rid our worlds of injustice. I think we can confront abusive fathers with strong language.
But God's violence is never to destroy someone. His violence is always to redeem the person or system. His violence is against anything that is against him.
But when he speaks to the religious posers and fakers, he doesn't use mild language. And when he comes into the Temple during Passover and sees the corruption and greed in the place where God desires to have his light of generosity and love shown, he goes buck-wild on the vendors.
So Christ is meek and brutal.
Paul uses some serious language in Colossians. He talks of putting to death the sinful nature. This is no lethal injection, no slow process of falling asleep. They did not put things or people to death softly in Paul's day. They were brutal and ruthless. So, it seems that Paul calls us to a life of brutality and violence. Not with others, but with the sin within me and you.
Yet, there might be a violence that is seen with others. I think we can be brutal in our efforts to rid our worlds of injustice. I think we can confront abusive fathers with strong language.
But God's violence is never to destroy someone. His violence is always to redeem the person or system. His violence is against anything that is against him.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Further Thoughts on Just Worship
"An ancient saying suggested that there are two wings by which we rise, one being personal piety and the other community charity. No one can fly by flapping only one wing. It is impossible to be sincere in our worship of God without expecting to do the will of God. It is equally impossible to do the will of God without the guidance and empowering of a vital personal relationship with God."
Harvey and Lois Seifert "Liberation of Life"
I have been reading Ephesians 5 where it talks about imitating Christ. I had never noticed before, but in verse 10 Paul talks about finding out "what pleases the Lord", and in 17 he says "understand what the Lord's will is." I believe these two are connected. What pleases the Lord is what his will is. Worship that pleases God is worship that flows out of a life that understands and lives His will.
By the way, I am posting this from Panera Bread...yeehaw free wireless...thanks Brian for the enlightenment...
Harvey and Lois Seifert "Liberation of Life"
I have been reading Ephesians 5 where it talks about imitating Christ. I had never noticed before, but in verse 10 Paul talks about finding out "what pleases the Lord", and in 17 he says "understand what the Lord's will is." I believe these two are connected. What pleases the Lord is what his will is. Worship that pleases God is worship that flows out of a life that understands and lives His will.
By the way, I am posting this from Panera Bread...yeehaw free wireless...thanks Brian for the enlightenment...
Monday, May 09, 2005
McDonalds
McDonald's, Panera Bread, Chick fil a, Barnes and Noble have it down. You can go to any of them anywhere in this country and find the same service and same flavor. Variety...yeah, somewhat in the building structure. But content is mostly the same. The colors are the same. The flavor of the burgers, soups, sandwiches: the same.
I'm sure somebody has written about this somewhere, but I was wondering if that happens in the church. A solid idea is discovered, one that brings success, brings joy and contentment. Perhaps a men's prayer breakfast on saturday morning. And when that idea is discovered it is shared with other churches, and then other churches make it their own, adopting that idea. So, we end up with a bunch of churches that look the same in form and content.
I haven't conveyed it very well, but for some reason that doesn't sit well in my spirit. Yes, there is unity in the Spirit, unity in our salvation, unity in our humanity, but i'm not sure that means conformity in Church. I wonder if we hinder the Spirit of the Kingdom by being McDonalds-Church...Is there anything here...?
I'm sure somebody has written about this somewhere, but I was wondering if that happens in the church. A solid idea is discovered, one that brings success, brings joy and contentment. Perhaps a men's prayer breakfast on saturday morning. And when that idea is discovered it is shared with other churches, and then other churches make it their own, adopting that idea. So, we end up with a bunch of churches that look the same in form and content.
I haven't conveyed it very well, but for some reason that doesn't sit well in my spirit. Yes, there is unity in the Spirit, unity in our salvation, unity in our humanity, but i'm not sure that means conformity in Church. I wonder if we hinder the Spirit of the Kingdom by being McDonalds-Church...Is there anything here...?
Friday, May 06, 2005
Reunited
Well, my parents arrived in the states yesterday. I got to see them for the first time in 1.5 years. It was so cool.
I was halfway expecting it to be the magical moment when everything stops and you run into each others arms, but that wasn't it. I would describe it more like the "wow, I haven't seen my life-bearers in 1.5 years and I'm so excited, glad, happy, joyful, but I'm also feeling guilty because I'm 5 minutes late to pick them up" kind of feeling. Thankfully they didn't get to the release gate until I got there, so it looked like I had been waiting there, when in reality I had just walked up.
We stayed up until 12:30 (they hadn't slept for 29 hrs) reminiscing, hugging, being glad to see each other. It's fun to be with them as they readjust to our society and culture. Their eyes got big in the grocery store, and they got goosebumps because of the 40 degree temperature change. They enjoyed seeing the trees of VA, riding on smooth roads (apparently you can't go more than 25 mph on the bumpy roads over there), eating Klondike bars...
Man, it's great to see them. I'm thankful for parents who are still passionate about following God's heart for their lives. They really offer me a life worthy of following.
Fun fact: my parents left Bangkok at 2:30 on Thursday and arrived in Detroit at 2:20 on Thursday. That's crazy.
I was halfway expecting it to be the magical moment when everything stops and you run into each others arms, but that wasn't it. I would describe it more like the "wow, I haven't seen my life-bearers in 1.5 years and I'm so excited, glad, happy, joyful, but I'm also feeling guilty because I'm 5 minutes late to pick them up" kind of feeling. Thankfully they didn't get to the release gate until I got there, so it looked like I had been waiting there, when in reality I had just walked up.
We stayed up until 12:30 (they hadn't slept for 29 hrs) reminiscing, hugging, being glad to see each other. It's fun to be with them as they readjust to our society and culture. Their eyes got big in the grocery store, and they got goosebumps because of the 40 degree temperature change. They enjoyed seeing the trees of VA, riding on smooth roads (apparently you can't go more than 25 mph on the bumpy roads over there), eating Klondike bars...
Man, it's great to see them. I'm thankful for parents who are still passionate about following God's heart for their lives. They really offer me a life worthy of following.
Fun fact: my parents left Bangkok at 2:30 on Thursday and arrived in Detroit at 2:20 on Thursday. That's crazy.
Monday, May 02, 2005
Summit 2005
Summit 2005
We just got back from my first sr. hi retreat as director. Wow, it was great. We went to Kenbrook Campground, (in Lebanon, PA…not sure if we’ll ever go back again, because they charge for every extra thing) and had a blast.
The students showed me Christ through their attitudes and the way they treated each other. The adults showed me the love of Christ in the way they looked out for those students who were on the fringe.
It was a good weekend to get away too. Had fun kayaking (Adam Holtzapple took a spill and Ryan and Bryce went down a hill), eating, watching Napoleon Dynamite, telling tales of the seniors, laughing with each other, singing to our Maker, crying with each other, processing God’s truth together, wrestling in the hall, doing ropes initiatives inside, getting frustrated together and working it out, watching God work through his people…
The personal meditation times were actually helpful for me too. I didn’t expect it, since normally the leader seems so distracted by stuff to get done, but I received fresh realizations of God’s enduring love during the silence. The first session was based out of Psalm 136, which has the repeated refrain, “His love endures forever.” And we were to write out events in our lives followed by the same refrain. And as I wrote out the high times and tough times in my life, writing the refrain caused me to be baffled by God’s overwhelming presence through it all. In all the events of my life, God’s love has endured. In my grief with Aubrey, his love has endured. In my joys of ministry, God’s love has endured. Every step of my life is balanced with God’s love.
We just got back from my first sr. hi retreat as director. Wow, it was great. We went to Kenbrook Campground, (in Lebanon, PA…not sure if we’ll ever go back again, because they charge for every extra thing) and had a blast.
The students showed me Christ through their attitudes and the way they treated each other. The adults showed me the love of Christ in the way they looked out for those students who were on the fringe.
It was a good weekend to get away too. Had fun kayaking (Adam Holtzapple took a spill and Ryan and Bryce went down a hill), eating, watching Napoleon Dynamite, telling tales of the seniors, laughing with each other, singing to our Maker, crying with each other, processing God’s truth together, wrestling in the hall, doing ropes initiatives inside, getting frustrated together and working it out, watching God work through his people…
The personal meditation times were actually helpful for me too. I didn’t expect it, since normally the leader seems so distracted by stuff to get done, but I received fresh realizations of God’s enduring love during the silence. The first session was based out of Psalm 136, which has the repeated refrain, “His love endures forever.” And we were to write out events in our lives followed by the same refrain. And as I wrote out the high times and tough times in my life, writing the refrain caused me to be baffled by God’s overwhelming presence through it all. In all the events of my life, God’s love has endured. In my grief with Aubrey, his love has endured. In my joys of ministry, God’s love has endured. Every step of my life is balanced with God’s love.
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